Falling Apart

Always Come Back

HEY PEEPS! Here's another chapter of Falling Apart! I hope you enjoy it XD. *PLEASE EXCUSE ANY ERRORS*

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I'm so exhausted.

I've been watching the same news for a while now, feeling the anger rise up in me by the second, but I can't take it off.

I can't turn the TV off.

I sigh.

It's the only way I get to see him.

There's tears in my eyes but it won't fall. It's just..there.

I turn around on my side, ignoring the pain that's been shooting from my stomach for hours.

I lay on side and close my eyes.

There's a knock on the door.

Ugh, go away.

"Go. Away." I whisper.

I don't want to see anyone.

I want to be alone.

I just need to sit and dwell in my anger.

The door opens a little.

I groan, "What part of 'go away' don't you understand?"

"Crystal?" The person whispers.

My eyes snap open.

Could it be..?

My body moves up almost immediately at the sound of the person's voice.

I sit up straight and I rub my eyes.

Am I hallucinating?

"Evan?" My eyes start to tear up.

This is not the time to mess with my head, brain.

"Crystal," He walks up to me and I get up and jump on him.

"Evan!" Tears fall down my face uncontrollably.

"Crystal, oh my fucking God." He wraps his hand around my waist and holds me tight.

Oh, God I've missed this.

"Evan, holy fuck, I fucking missed you."

"I missed you, too. Oh Christ, are you okay?" He holds my face in both his hands.

"I'm fine, I'm okay." I lean up and press my lips against his.

He kisses back almost immediately.

It was a slow, soft kiss but it meant a lot.

"Evan," I place my hands and face on his chest. "I can't believe you're here."

He lifts up my head so that my eyes could meet his and I notice tears threatening to fall in his eyes, "I can't believe you're here. I was so worried about you, I thought--I thought you died."

"No, no, no." I shake my head and place my hands on his waist. "I'm not leaving, I promise."

He kisses me again and this time it's longer and bittersweet.

The kiss is filled with so much love and pain, it's breathtaking but also heartbreaking.

"I love you so fucking much." He says as we break the kiss.

"I love you more," I cry a little against his chest.

He makes me look at him and wipes my tears away. I do the same for him.