Falling Apart

Just More Trouble

" Is she okay?"

"Uh," the doctors paused and looked at the both of us, " It's good news so don't worry. She isn't going to wake anytime soon but she's fine. She's breathing and her heart is beating just fine."

"Thank you, Dr. Johnson." I smiled.

" Can we please see her though?" Evan asked and the doctor slowly nodded before leaving.

Evan took my hand in his and we walked in the room. I stared at our hands folded together and I could feel my cheeks become hot. I smiled a little then looked up. I saw Madison laying on the hospital looking...very lifeless. She looked awful. She had needles on her hands, a lot of bandages, and her face was so pale. The smile on my lips faded away cause I knew that I had caused this.

Evan removed his hand away from mine, leaving it feeling cold and lonely. He walked over on Madison's right side and placed his hand on her and bent down to kiss her forhead. You could see the tear on his long dark beautiful eyelashes as he closed his eyes tightly.

I wish he would kiss me like tha- wait what was I thinking? Mads in a hospital and I'm here being jealous of her because of a friendly kiss on the forhead?! I swear I never felt this shitty in my life.

I walked near her slowly and slowly put my hand on hers.

"I-I'm so sorry," I whispered almost crying.

"I'm really sorry, Madison. Please," I sniffed, "Please forgive me for getting you in this mess." I felt tears roll down my cheeks uncontrollably.

Evan came from behind be and pulled me away while I whisper " I'm sorry" over and over.

He pulled me out of the room and hugged me tightly. I burried my face in his chest and cried my eyes out and I even messes up his shirt.

"This-this is all my fault." I cried.

"Shh, don't say that. You didn't mean to," he replied as he ran his hand on my back comforting me.

He let go of me and I lifted my head slowly to look up at him," I messed up your shirt, 'm sorry."

"Don't worry about it, I'll wash it when I get home." He smiled down at me.

He was so nice. One of the most nicest person you could ever meet and I'm not exaggerating. I stared at him and he stared back at me with a small smile on his soft pink lips. I stare at his lips and for a second there I felt hypnotized. I move my gaze to the floor in embarrassment. What on earth is wrong with me?!

" I have to um go home now. My parents will be very worried. " I said as I wiped my face over and over again.

"I'll stay for a while, but I'll see you tomorrow? Yeah?"

"Yeah, bye." I was about to walk away when he stopped me by grabbing my wrist.

"Yeah?" I asked.

"You forgot my hug." He open his hands so I can hug him and I attacked with a hug and we almost fell over on the floor.

I laughed and just walked away looking back and smiled sadly at myself.

25 Minutes Later

I got back home and as soon as I stepped in the house, the light was on and my parents were standing without any movement whatsoever as if they were taking a very very serious picture. I stared at them for a while and I was too tired to do anything. Since they didn't say anything I decided to go up to my room.

Just as soon as I started walking my Dad was the first to speak, more like yell," Crystal! Where the hell have you been?!"

The way he said my name sent chills down my spine and I have to admit I was scared. My Dad had anger issues. He would get very mad over little things. Most kids at my school would say how they favored their Dad better than the Mom, for me it was the other way around.