Love Is Impossible.

Chapter Fourty-Three. {insecure}

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~*{Alexis.Skyla.Roberts}*~

It was a brilliant idea for us to go back home because, I was honestly going mental trying to find something decent to wear. I had to keep calming myself down and reminding myself that no-one will see me as it'll be dark..

Harry put on a dark blue blazer, white shirt, white all star converses and creme chinos.. (it's like it was the only pair of trousers he has!)

I paced back on forth, then scurried through my bags and found something decent. I took some bright purple denim shorts and a black crop top. I straightened my hair a little bit and turned to Harry who was looking at me with his eyes wide.

"Well?" I asked him, impatiently.

"You look-"

"Urghh! God damn it! I'll change!" I scurried through my bag but his large hand grabbed my wrist.

"You look amazing." Harry told me, looking into my eyes meaningfully. My heart beat began to quick but, I regained it's control and simply rolled my eyes at him.

"Shut up."

A smirk formed across his face, "You don't believe me?"

"What's to believe? I know I'm ugly as a toad, let's just put it that way."

Harry stared at me blankly, then burst out laughing like I had said the most insane thing in the world. He then walked out the room. I followed, confused.

"YO BOYS! SKYLA IS INSECURE!" Harry yelled.

Urgh, did he have to tell the universe?! Note to self, don't tell Harry Styles anything.

Liam and Niall came out their room, rushing at his call.

"YOU'RE INSECURE, DON'T KNOW WHAT FOR. YOU'RE TURNING HEADS WHEN YOU WALK THROUGH THE DOOR!" Liam exclaimed with Niall doing some weird actions.

"Don't need makeup, to cover up. Being the way that you are is enough." Niall sang.

"Everyone else in the room can see it. Everyone else but you!!" Louis pointed at me then did a dramatic pose.

"BABY YOU LIGHT UP MY WORLD LIKE NOBODY ELSE, THE WAY THAT YOU FLIP YOUR HAIR GET'S ME OVERWHELMED-" The boys all sang, flicking their hair. Which was hard for Zayn because of his quiff.

"-AND WHEN YOU SMILE AT THE GROUND IT'S NOT HARD TO TELL YOU DON'T KNOW OH OH, YOU DON'T KNOW YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL!"

I put my arms up in surrender, begging for them to stop before my ears start to bleed.

"What is this? Greese?! High School Musical?!" I exclaimed, walking back into the bedroom but, someone took my wrist.

"That's what makes you beautiful.." An accent that was hard to tell whose, whispered in my ear. I turned around to see Zayn smiling at me. I smiled back.. these boys are killing me.

"Skyla." Liam spoke.

"You." Louis said, pointing at me.

"Look." Niall smiled.

"Absolutely." Harry smirked.

"Beautiful." Zayn whispered. Dude, what's with the whispering? It's making my heart do flips! Stop!

"Thank you... for.. that." I smiled at them before shutting the door. I slid to the floor and sighed.

"I'm insecure, I know what for. I smack my head when I walk into the door. Don't wear makeup, 'cus it sucks. Though being the way that I am, f**ks everything up.." I sang quietly to myself.

God, why does teenage girls have insecurities.. urgh. All these flaws are endless.

The door opened slowly and in walks Harry.

"You ready?" He asked me.

"No." I replied dully, getting to my feet.

"We're gonna have fun tonight." Harry promised me.

"Not if I'm with you, I won't." I said coldly.

He sighed, running his hand through his curls annoyed, "There you go again. Here comes the snow queen act."

"It's not an act. It's who I am. Deal with it." I stated.

"No, when you're with the others you're not like that. When you're with Niall, Liam, Louis, Zayn, Eleanor, you're a completely different person. When you're with me.. and your mum, snow queen act."

"So? What's your point?"

"Why though? Why can't I be treated the same?"

"Because, I hate you Harold. Gosh, haven't I told you enough?" I said, boredly.

Harry groaned, "I haven't done anything to you! I can understand your mother, but why me?"

"Yanno, stop with your worrying. You're acting like a child." 

"SO WHAT?! SO WHAT IF I AM? I DESERVE AN ANSWER!" Harry snapped. 

"Because-Because..." I stammered, trying to think of a suitable answer that could get me out this damn room.

"Because WHAT?!" Harry demanded.

"Because.. I LOVE YOU!" I exclaimed, then stormed out the room before I could look into his green eyes that would make me feel all these sudden emotions.

I didn't need that. Tonight, just focus on the music and the people I want to be around...

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"Because I love you.." I repeated in my head for the tenth time.

She loved me?

Really?

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well that was unexpected, wasn't it ;) lol. Not to me, just typing up what I wrote in my book!

Aw, thankyou so much for the comments! I thought no-one was reading this! :D yay.

Anyways, here is the bad news. I'm going on holiday.. in the next five minutes ahah, for four days. When I come back, I have a wedding the day after so I'll be busy. I may or may not update on Sunday.. or maybe next week. ThankYou for reading! Keep commenting, and maybe read my other stories? Much love - Tanisha . x

 edited: 25/12/13.