Anything You Can Do, I Can Do Better

God Mother

We get back to LA Ash went to Bama and I haven't seen CC since the blow up in Vegas. Rikki sees CC in the studio and he tells my husband that he's sorry and he wants to talk to me but I'm not ready.

CC was right, I was my daddy's girl, his angel, and his Bumblebee. My ultimate goal was to make sure that my daddy was proud of me. He died before he had anything to be proud of. I want my dad to be proud of his baby daughter but CCs right. He's probably not proud of me at all.

Rikki keeps telling me otherwise. He also wants me to talk to CC but not before I'm ready. Rikki understands how much CC hurt me, I mean he had the job of calming me down after we fought.

Ashley is back to get her things from CC's. Ash and I are currently baby shopping with Jilly and Jamie. Jill is a lot closer to her due date so she's ordering cribs and high chairs and crap like that. Jamie is just looking around. I know Jamie wants a little girl to be her little dolly, so she can dress her up and crap like that. She tried to do that with me and failed miserably.

"So I got my new jersey." I tell Ashley. "They have me as permanent eight man."

"So your number is changed?" She asks and I nod. "It must be weird, haven't you been number four since you started rugby?"

"Yeah but the number just doubled." I say and she smiles.

"Seven and eight." Ash says and I nod.

"You know it." I laugh.

"CC hates when you play eight man, you know this." Jamie reminds me and I shrug.

"Screw CC." I say and she sighs.

"Bee, you've gotta talk to him." Jam tells me and I make a face.

"I will eventually." I mumble and turn to Ashley. "No matter what, Rikki and I are going to Bama with you on Friday."

"Good." Ash nods and Jilly turns to her.

"Does CC know you're in town?" She asks.

"No, I'm trying to be here and gone before he notices." Ash explains.

"You should stay, I mean you can stay with me." Jilly says.

"Or James and I." Jamie offers.

"Rikki and I would have you as well." I say and she shakes her head.

"Thank you guys, honestly. But I don't need to hear you and James or you and Rikki banging all night long." Ash jokes and I half smile.

Ashley and Jill go over to the next aisle and Jamie and I are left in this aisle. Jamie turns to me and smiles.

"Bianca?" She asks and I look over.

"Yeah?" I ask and she smiles.

"James and I were talking and we want you to be our baby's god mother. We figured that if something happens to one of us --knock on wood-- the baby would be best in your hands. I mean we've seen you with Robyn and we think that you and Rikki will make great parents one day."

"I'd love to be the baby's God mother, Jam." I say and he hugs me.

"I love you, Bee." She cries and I awkwardly pat her head.

"How's your hormones, Jamie?" I ask and she laughs smacking me in the head.