Anything You Can Do, I Can Do Better

Yankee Stadium

I walk through Yankee Stadium. Past the concession stand and Into the actual stadium. I stand beside the cheap seats and I see Rikki standing in the ball diamond. I sigh and smile.

"Hey Rockett!" I yell and he turns around. "Is this gonna get me arrested?"

"Why don't you get your ass down here and find out!" Rikki yells back and laughs.

I find my way back down to the the diamond and Rikki is standing there waiting for me. He walks over to me and stands in front of me. He smiles as I look around.

"You know, they're going to love you in the state pen." I say and he laughs. "You look quite a bit like a girl, your first day there you'll have a huge boyfriend."

I look up and him and Rikki grins.

"What do you think?" He asks and I grab his wrist.

I pull him over to the first base and point over to the seats.

"See that section?" I ask and he nods. "My old man used to take CC and I to the games, we'd always sit in that section. Always that section because the foul balls always came to that section."

"Ever catch one?" Rikki wonders and I laugh.

"Uh yeah, one broke CC's nose when we were twelve." I admit and he laughs.

"Bianca." He says and I look over to him.

"Yeah." I say.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said any of those things to you." Rikki says and runs his hand through his hair. "I don't want you to get an abortion, Bianca. I want to have kids with you." He sigh and looks down at me. "Say something, Bee."

"God, I hope it's yours." I say and he laughs.

"Who's the dad if I'm not." He smirks and crosses his arms.

"Nikki Sixx." I laugh and he smiles.

"Bee, are we okay?" Rikki asks and I nod. "Good. Can I move back into your room?"

"Yes." I laugh and he pulls me into him.

"Good." He says and kisses me nose. "I love you."

"I love you too, Rik." I say and go up on my toes to kiss him.

All of this is over, we're done fighting. Thank fucking God.

Rikki pulls back and grabs my hand. He pulls me down so we're laying on the grass. I lay with my head on Rikki chest so we're making a T. I pull his hand up and I play with Rikki's fingers.

"Do you want to have a boy or girl?" He asks and I smile.

"I don't care, as long as they're healthy." I say.

"That's not a real answer, Bee." Rikki laughs.

"What do you want to have then?" I ask.

"I want to have a girl." He says. "I want a little Bianca."

"In that case I want a boy, I want a little Rikki." I say and he laughs. "I hope the baby looks like you."

"Bullshit." Rikki states. "The baby is gonna look like with pretty blue eyes. I mean the baby is going to be blond and if the baby isn't well, it must be Sixx's." He laughs.

"I'd never cheat on you." I say.

"I know, baby girl. I'd never cheat on you either." He says. "Isn't it weird that you, Jilly, Jamie, and Ashley are all pregnant at the same time?"

"It's weird but I was thinking about it last night, Ashley's and my due date are going to be close to each other's. We could have our babies on the same day." I say.

"What if you both have twins because of you and CC being twins?" Rikki laughs. "I'm not sure how many Johannessons I can handle."

"Hey." I complain and hit his shoulder. "Your kids are going to be Rocketts, remember?"

"Oh right, I forgot." He laughs.

Rikki moves his hand down to my stomach and I smile at him.

"Imagine what this is going to do to your almighty proving abs." Rikki says and I groan and cover my eyes.

"Don't say that, Rikki. I'm never going to play rugby again!" I state.

"Bee, don't do that to yourself. You'll play again, you're too goddamn stubborn not to." He tells me and moves my hands away from my face. "Bianca you're going to play in the World Cup again and you're going to be the most badass mother ever."

"I'm a rugby player, I'm not that badass." I say and he laughs.

"I'm sorry I saw you sitting on an Argentinean girl while punching her in the face on live tv." Rikki laughs. "Baby, you're a fucking badass whether you like it or not."

"Having a drummer as a daddy is pretty badass." I say and he nods.

"Yeah completely." He agrees. "I'm kinda scared, Bee. You're going to be a great mother, I've seen you with Robyn. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to keep up. I mean, babe, I've never even changed a diaper before!"

"Rikki, don't worry. You're going to be a great dad." I say and he sighs.

"How do you know?" Rikki asks and I sit up.

"You going to love our baby?" I ask and he sits up to face me.

"I already do." He says and plays with my hair.

"Everything else will just come with time, I promise." I say and kiss his lips. "I love you, Rikki Rockett."

"I love you too, Bianca Rockett." Rikki says and kisses my lips while putting his hand on my stomach. "I love our baby as well."

Rikki already loves our baby and I can't wait to be a mom. Rikki is going to be a great father even if he doesn't see it yet. With Rikki and I on the same page again fighting with my mother should be easier.

I wish I could say that fighting was done for this visit to New York but I'd be lying to myself. This war is just starting and we've only been in New York for two days.