Fix My Heart (Discontinued) | Levi x Reader

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I got out of the shower and dried myself off. I left the bathroom. I didn't even bother putting any clothes on.

Before I leave to get medicine for (s/n), I'll just treat myself in my room. I opened my wardrobe and pulled out bottles of liquor and boxes of cigarettes. A girl could never be more prepared.

I lit up a cigarette and put it in my mouth. I opened the window and sat on the window sill. Today is just going to be relaxed. I'm not going to worry about anything.

I stared out the window and started thinking about random things. (s/n) mainly.

He doesn't have much time to live, and I don't know what I will do after he is gone. I'll probably grieve, cry, drink, smoke.

I'll probably go insane. I opened a bottle of vodka. I pulled out the cigarette in my mouth and placed the clear liquid in my mouth. It burned my throat as it went down.

I put the bottle down. There was laughing and yelling from outside. Looking outside, I saw Eren and Jean arguing and Sasha begging Connie for something. I slightly chuckled.

The smile on my face disappeared. I could feel the tears forming in my eyes. If only (s/n) could grow up and be like that. I inhaled and exhaled the smoke in my mouth. I took another drink.

The more I drink, the less I'll feel. The more I smoke, the less I worry.

I threw the butt of my cigarette out of the window.

"1,370."

~Levi's P.O.V~

If shitty glasses doesn't leave my office, I will probably have to kill her.

"For the last time, shitty glasses, I do not have any, nor will ever have feelings for Cadet (L/N)! Now get your ass out of my office before I kick it out!"

Hanji laughed and crossed her arms.

"Why are you in denial? You are always staring at her during meals and even during training. Just admit it."

I closed my eyes in annoyance, then glared at her. Hanji smiled and walked away. She opened the door.

"Oh, by the way," she said. "Make sure to give Miss. (l/n) her paycheck. She'll need it."

Hanji shut the door and my office was silent once again. I looked on my desk at the paychecks and rolled my eyes. I guess I do have to give this brat her paycheck.

"Tch, fine." I told myself.

I grabbed the paycheck and left my office. Even though its a day off, I still have loads of paperwork to finish. At this rate, I will never get it done because stupid brats can't pick up their own paychecks.
I got to (l/n)'s door and walked in.

"Oi, brat, why didn't you-"

Cadet (L/N) was sitting on her window sill, naked, while drinking alcohol and smoking cigarettes. She looked at me and pulled out the cigarette in her mouth.

"Yes?" she said.

I could feel a slight blush come to my cheeks.

"Cadet (L/N), what the hell are you doing?!" I yelled.

"I'm just relaxing, sir. It is a day off." she replied while putting the cigarette back in her mouth. "Did you need me?"

I stared at her. I couldn't pay attention to anything besides her body. Everything was so perfect about her. She cleared her throat.

"Is there a problem, Captain?" she asked.

I snapped out of my daze and frowned. I went up to her and gave (l/n) her paycheck. She looked inside the envelope and gave me a small smile.