Fix My Heart (Discontinued) | Levi x Reader

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                 ~(Y/N)'s P.O.V~

"So, Erwin," I said leaning on the commander's desk,"How are you guys going to train my baby?"

(S/N) rolled his eyes slightly and smirked at me.

"You don't need to know all the details. It'll just be six months outside the walls with experienced soldiers and a titan shifter. It can't be more complicated than that," (S/N) stated.

I quietly laughed.

"You make it sound like titans are easy to kill," I told him. "Those things are merciless monsters; you have to have a plan to deal with them for six months....can't you train here? There is plenty of-"

"Room, I know." Levi interrupted me. I raised a brow at him.

"Then why not do it here?"

"Because we need to get him some experience with titans. I know it's dangerous, but as long as I'm there, he'll be fine."

"And how are you so sure of that?"

"Are you doubting my skill?"

"Maybe I am."

"You shouldn't. Just because I have a bit of grey in my hair doesn't mean I can't still kick ass."

I smiled at him, then looked at (S/N). I stared at him for a small bit and somewhat laughed. His jawline was similar to Floyd's. His facial features resembled mine, but that hint of my past lover, if you can even consider him a lover, still resides in him. Of course, I can't say I was fully attracted to Floyd, but (S/N) reminded me of the handsome devil he used to be...before he abused me. I blinked and shook myself back into reality.

"Levi, I trust you...I trust you too, Erwin, but are you sure this is the right idea?" I said thinking about my expedition experience. "You know how brutal those titans are."

"I agree with (L/N) about the safety, but with Eren and Levi with your son, he'll be fine." Erwin said with his old, strong voice.

I took a deep breath, then adjusted the belts on my thigh.

"Very well then," I said. (S/N) smiled and looked at Levi.

"See, I knew we could convince her. Don't worry, Mom, I'll make sure everything goes fine, and I promise I'll control by abilities and, and-" (S/N) kept rambling on about how he will improve.

I saw the glow in his eyes while he spoke. His smile stretched across his face.

"Oh, my child," I said to stop his rambling. I gave him a sad smile. "I trust you, Levi." I glanced at him. "I trust that you'll keep (S/N) safe...so that's that."

I walked out of the office with this pressing pain in my chest. I know he'll be alright, but what if something goes wrong? What if everything goes the complete other direction? I can't shake that feeling about the mission going sour, but I can't stress.

I walked into my room and leaned against the base of the door. Putting my hand on my head, I closed my eyes and thought heavily of the situation.

"Are you alright, (Y/N)?" I heard a familiar voice ask. I turned around to see Mikasa. Her hair was cut shorter than it was  before, and her tall stance hadn't changed at all.

"I'm fine. Just worried, that's all." I told her.

"Is it about the upcoming mission?" she asked.

"Aye. I'm not doubting Levi or anything, but it's just the fact that those titans are ruthless...they can kill (S/N). Those things can kill Eren, Hanji, and the others; they can hurt the person I love..." I felt tears come to my eyes. "I've just been stressed lately and this has pushed me to my limit, but," I bit my lip and shook my head.

"I just don't want to lose the people I care about. I know you must be worried about Eren since you two are together."

Mikasa tilted her head from side to side.

"You can say that. I am worried, but I'm prepared for losing him." she said calmly. "Yes, I love him, but in a cruel world like this I have to be prepared to lose him when the time comes." Mikasa placed her hand on her stomach. "And even without him, I can still function and do what I have to do."

I smiled at her.

"Congrats."

"Thank you. I'm not planning on telling anyone until it's hard to hide."

"Tell me about it. When I was with (S/N), I had to hide it until Floyd noticed. He wasn't very happy."

"Was that when he started beating you?"

"Sadly, yes."

I heard walking come down the hallway, and I glanced to the right. I saw that one girl with black hair and glasses. Her name was something I couldn't remember, but she was carrying papers down the hall.

"Anna, you're still on duty?"
Mikasa asked.

"Yes." she said with her overly innocent, calm voice,"But it's no problem! I enjoy running around and delivering paperwork!"

I smiled and looked the girl from up to down.

"Is there anything for us? If not then you should get going before you get scolded." I said trying to make her leave.

"You actually have a letter, Ms. (Y/N)." she said before handing me a beige coloured envelope that had dark stains on it.

I raised a brow and looked up at her, then Mikasa.

"I will...read this in privacy," I said with a bit of harshness in my tone. "I'll see you later this evening."

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Heyy! So I've updated once again with another "filler" chapter. It gives a bit more information like Mikasa and Eren having a baby! Well, I'm not going to spoil anything about that and hopefully you guys have a great day!

Also, Attack on Titan Season 2....I am upset

Mike was my homie like why would that happen to him....I lowkey feel bad about his horse more than him so I mean idk

Anyways, have a great day peeps :D

Also, I'm making a random book soon so if you wanna read shitty nonsense, that book is for you ;)

HAVE AN AMAZING DAY/NIGHT!!!