Fix My Heart (Discontinued) | Levi x Reader

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                 ~(Y/N)'s P.O.V~
             ~Later That Night~

"Why do you love that grimey captain anyways?" Floyd said while clenching his teeth to numb the pain of his missing member.

"Do I have to explain, dear?" I replied. "You know exactly why."

He glared at me with hate in his eyes. I puckered my lips in false sympathy.

"Awe, look at my precious slave all tied up," I started to taunt. "Do you want your dick back? I bet you do, but sadly you can't reach it."

I picked up the flabby member off the floor, then kneeled close to Floyd. I lifted my hand to point the knife on his neck.

"Now be a good boy and open your mouth for me."

He resisted. His mouth was sealed shut and sweat fell down from his forehead in fear. I laughed at his reluctant action, then ordered him to do the same thing and pressed the knife harder. He ended up opening his disgusting cavern he called a mouth. I shoved the mutilated piece of meat in his mouth and made him choke.

"How do you like having a dick stuck down your throat without consent? Not a good feeling, right? I had to endure that for the last fifteen years, you bastard." I said shoving down his throat harder.

"How do you fucking like that!" I yelled over and over at him while making him deep throat his own penis.

"You really should've left me at the orphanage..." I said with tears brimming my eyes. "But you did give me the best thing that ever happened to me. Our little (S/N) is my pride, my joy. I love him, even to this day, and hopefully you get a glance of his innocent face before you fall down to hell."

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I opened my eyes to look straight at Levi's sleeping face. He looked different without a frown or scowl drawn upon his face. He looked calm and seemed at peace.

"You look cute without a frown," I whispered before moving his raven hair from his face.

I rolled out of the bed and got up. My body was still sore from the abuse that took place a couple of weeks ago. I touched my stomach where I was stabbed, and it was healing well.

"Tch," I said after touching a sore spot on my body.

"I hope you're rotting in hell with Floyd." I muttered, which was referring to Ingrid.

I walked out of the dark room to the corridor. It was lit by candlelight and a tiny bit of moonlight. I walked down to the mess hall, but before I could make it down there I heard moaning and heavy breathing of some sort.

"You promise not to see (S/N) anymore?" I heard a familiar, but seductive voice.

"But, (S/N), I-" I heard female voice moan.

"No, you must promise me, Lauren. I'll give you what you want, do whatever you want, just don't mess with him."

There was a silence, then a loud moan. I blushed, for I knew what was going on and I rushed my way into the mess hall. I made my way to the stove where water was already boiling. I frowned.

"I knew you'd be up."

I raised a brow.

"Really?" I said. "Good for you, Eren."

I looked over at him and smiled. He smiled back and gave me a cup of tea with his bruised and teeth marked hands.

"Are you up for a specific reason?" he asked before taking a sip from his cup.

"Just a nightmare that's all." I replied.

"Was it about Ingrid?"

I shook my head.

"iie," I replied softly.

"It was just a nightmare." I took a sip from my tea.

"Was it about murdering Floyd?"

I stopped my sip and swallowed my tea. I put down the cup.

"How do you know?" I whispered.

"I don't know." he replied.

"Let me ask you again, Jeager, how do you know?" I said more sternly.

"I just do. I knew when he went missing, I knew you had something to do with it." he said. "But I won't tell anyone. I'm glad that bastard is dead. After all that he did to you, he deserved to die."

I sucked my teeth and smiled at Eren.

"If you tell anyone, I'll cut off your balls."

"Got it."

I walked out of the mess hall. I rolled my eyes on the way out because I thought I was slick. I thought I got rid of all evidence or suspicion that I had something to do with Floyd, but it doesn't matter. What's done is done.

Whoever knows, knows.

I hurried back to Levi and laid back inside the bed. The steel eyed man was still asleep, and it didn't seem like he was waking up anytime soon.

"Goodnight, Levi." I said to him.

I stroked his hair and felt my feelings for him rush to my heart.

"I love you."

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Guys.

I am extremely sorry for not updating in over a month. I seriously have no idea how this happened but life has just been busy and full of shit lately. I also had a small case of writer's block. I am just a mess right now. I am sorry guys.

I will do whatever I need to do for you guys, but I am SO SORRY. Hopefully you guys will forgive me.

Have a great day, and I will hopefully update soon.

Sorry, again.