Fix My Heart (Discontinued) | Levi x Reader

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"Look, mommy, I can fly!"

I watched (s/n) use his blanket as a cape. He was running around the yard and pretended to be flying in the air. I giggled.

"Come here, you little monster!" I picked him up and spun him in the air. He laughed loudly and spread his arms out in the air.

"Mommy, I'm too high!"

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My dear, (s/n), gone forever. How long has it been? I don't remember. I've been drinking too much to remember anything.
My body felt weak and ill. I think the alcohol is doing its job. The more I drink, the less I do feel. I finished the bottle of vodka and threw it on the floor. The glass shattered and went everywhere.

"(y/n)? Are you okay in there?"

Who was that? I haven't heard anyone's voice in so long. I didn't reply.

"Hey, are you alive? (y/n), answer me."

I closed my eyes. Alive? I am, but not (s/n). He isn't alive and well.

"(y/n), open this door right now!"

I heard the person pound on the door. They were yelling for help, for they couldn't hear me. I pulled out a cigarette and lit it up.

"She could be dead in there! I told you guys that we needed to get her out, but you said she needed time to grieve!"

"Don't yell at me for this! If this door wasn't locked shut, we would've been able to get her out about a week ago!"

"You brats need to find a pick or something that will get (l/n) out of there."

I blew out. Are they really trying to make me leave my room? They amuse me. I got up from my bed slowly and stood up. I walked on some broken glass, and it hurt like hell, but I didn't care much.

"Did I hear something in there? (y/n), is that you?"

I went into my bathroom and got into the bathtub. Maybe in here I won't hear their bickering. Cigarette butts floated in the cold water. Blood from my glass cuts made the water turn a slight red.
There was more pounding at my door.

"I think this may work," I heard a click from my room. "I unlocked it!"

The door slammed open and I heard footsteps. I closed my eyes and dropped my cigarette butt in the water.

"(y/n)?"

I laid my head on the tile wall. They're in my room. Just great.

"Dear God, there is blood all over the floor."

"Look at all of this glass."

"Go check her bathroom. If she is dead, then she is in there."

I heard the bathroom door open. Someone's breath hitched.