Kylo Ren Imagines (Requests Open)

Love Is For The Weak!

A/N: Just a warning this Imagine takes a dark turn and I just want to say THAT I warned you! If you aren't comfortable with death and insanity than just skip this chapter!

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(Imagine that you are Kylo Ren's apprentice and you have been training for about a year)

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In the training room down the hall away from my room. I had been training all day with out eating or sleeping for a straight 24 hours. I couldin't help myself. I was going mad with trying to do my very best when in combat. I couldin't be defeated by my master a second time!

Everyone knows that I spend my time down here for as long as I can and no one would dare to barge in on me. Unless it was my master of course.

I'm most skillful when useing a lightsaber and I can deflect mostly every attack without hardly ever even trying. But it has come to my attention that Master Ren is much more skillful in the force than I and I can almost defeat him in saber combat. This obession consumed me; I wanted nothing more than power!

"(Y/N)!" I heard the unmistakable sound of Ren's boots clashing agenst the floor as he approched me, "Train is over, you need rest or you will collapse,"

"I don't see why you can't trust me master-"

"This obession of yours has been taken too far! This is enough (Y/N), you will die in here if you stay any longer,"

I hated haveing to do as he said when I wanted the complete opposite. I hated Ren deep down inside and I don't even know why he cares about me far too much. It sicken me, I will be stronger than Ren some day and I will take over his place.

"(Y/N) are you alright? You seem pale, do you need help getting back,"

I thought to myself and went over all my options, "I'm not going anywhere. I want my moves to be perfect and I want-"

"You're being blinded by what you expect from yourself. I'm your master and I know that you are a very skillful worrier,"

No shit! That's what I want more than anything! I want to be perfect! I'm not good enough!

"(Y/N) stop thinking like that, you are driving yourself mad," I knew that Ren could read my thoughts without any problem. I hated how he knew everything that I thought or what I wanted to do as an attack. "Now come on we are leaving,"

"No,"

"What?" He almost snered, "Are you as foolish as to drive yourself mad and kill yourself in this very room?!"

"Why do you care?" Meny uncontrollable thoughts ran through my head as I was enraged! I hated being told what to do! It sickens me! I hate him.

"Stop enough, I won't let you do this to yourself! " He sparked up his lightsaber, filling the dark trining room with a red glowing light.

I don't care what you want from me! I don't care what you think of me! I will become the greatest sith there ever was!

"I'm not intimidated by you!" I sparked up my weapon and held it in a fighting stance.

"Snap of of it (Y/N)! I don't want to have to do this!" He came closer to me as to I could hear the irregular sound of his lightsaber only inches away from me.

*Kylo's POV*

I don't want to have to kill her. It would wound me to have to kill my apprentice to have to save her from herself. I have... Developed feelings for her...

"You wouldn't have it in you to kill me Ren!" She snapped stepping back. I knew how unsure of me she was. All of her thoughts were going mad and she was going to die sooner or later.

"Don't think that I won't!" I clashed my blade agenst he's nearly knocking her over with my full strength. "Just go home, I need to send you to the medical bay!"

"I'm not going anywhere!" She fought rather impressively, I didin't want to have to do what had to be done. Her fate was sealed.

"I'm so sorry," I said realising the locked blades and holding her wrist from attacking more or stabbing me when I brought my lips to hers. She kissed back and I brought my lightsaber to my back and turned it on. It stabbed through me and into her knocking the breath out of both of us.

"H- how did you?-" She asked me stumbling with her words before we both fell over onto the floor and we died just like that. I died with her...