Kylo Ren Imagines (Requests Open)

Lost You

A/N: Another song fic! This one is going to be written in tears so watch out! (Not literally)

(B/FF'N) is bff's name!

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  You knew Ben since you were very little. Both of your perents got along very well and you would always have time to play together since your two other siblings were far older then you were so you just played with Ben and Mr and Mrs Solo were fine with you coming over when ever you wanted since you lived very close to eachother.

  But as you and Ben got older your intrest started to change and you sort of had a bit of a crush on him for a while. That was until he started talking about the girls he liked, her name was (B/FF'N). She was your best friend and it hurt that he liked her even though they never really talked while you and Ben spend every minute together.

  But as you grew even older he just played video games with you and talked about how boring his training was. But one day changed everything, you and Ben had his place to yourselfs and you kissed him out of nowhere and he held your hand and kissed back with passion. You didin't feel in the open when Ben was kissing you and memorizing every corner of your mouth. His Lips where soft and warm and you could only hopped that this would last forever until he pulled back from the kiss and he wrapped a arm around you.

"I love you (Y/N), I always have," Then you cupped his face and pulled him back into a deeper kiss and you knew that Jedi couldin't love and that he was breaking a law being with you and all.

  "You really don't like (BFF's/N) do you Ben?" He shook his head and he kissed the top of your head.

"I ment to tell you eirler but I always wanted do that but-" He looked you deep in your eyes with sadness. "I'm leaving tomarrow and I want to introduce you as my girlfriend (Y/N)."

"What? No Ben you can't leave now! Please I don't know what I'm going to do,"

"Don't worry (Y/N) it will only be five years and I will be back before you know it and I when I do I'm going to marry you," He kissed your cheek again. "Tell me that you will be strong for me and you will wait for me,"

"I will wait for you Ben. I love you," You pulled him into another kiss. This hurt you more then anything having to leave him like this. He pulled back from you.

"Not a day won't go by that I won't think about you (Y/N). I promise you that I will be yours,"

  "Promise is a promise," You kissed his cheek.

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   ☆ Present time ☆
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  You were runing through a forest that was littered in snow and the wind was wiping it everywhere. This was the first time you saw him in years. Your heart stopped as soon as you felt his force signature. But it was from a man that looked nothing like the one you loved, he wore all black from head to toe and he wore a mask over his face.

"Ben!" You screamed out and this beast twitched at hearing the name and he turned to meet my gaze. He didin't say anything, you just looked at that damn mask.

"(Y/N)," The voice that was admitted from the mask wasin't Ben's voice. It was far harsher and it was colder then the wind itself.

  You didin't say anything but you just frowned at him, god knows what happened to him but why would he do this to you? You were going to marry as soon as he got back from his training. But this was six years after he left. "B- Ben?"

"Don't you dare call me that!" He shouted and wipped out his red crosgaurd saber and held it to his side at a fighting stance. "That man is dead! You will soon join him!"

You shook your head, "I'm not going anywere. You are wrong to say something you cannot do,"

"How are you alive? I t- thought you were dead all these years (Y/N)," He said walking a bit closer. His stance was alot different then Ben's. He walked as it he was unsure that you were alive to begin with and he walked with almost a hunch but you didin't care.

"I survived. I don't know how but when your goons came after me I just made it out," He was now a few paces away from you, looking down on your freezing figure. 

"I see," His saber still threatened to rip you appart at his side but you didin't care.

"Please come back to me. I miss you-" You stopped yourself, "Everyone misses you Ben. Please come back,"

"No," He spoke, "I'm all powerful and I will finish what my grandfather started! With or without you (Y/N)." He clenched the weapon harder in his fist.

"What? I thought that you were only joking when you talk about your grand father. I didin't think you would leave everything for him!"

  He was enraged, "Enough!" Quickly he pressed a few buttons and slipped off his mask and it really was Ben. He hadn't changed a bit besides from his face was far more pale and he was older then the last time I have seen him. He was just the same Ben and just as handsome.

  "Ben,"  I couldin't help but let all the thought flood through my mind about how much fun we had together and now it was all over. 

  "Don't (Y/N)," He warned again, this time with his saber only inches away from your face, "How is this possible. I was told you were dead," He was almost blown away that you were still alive.

"I'm not dead. I'm not going to die anytime soon becuase I know that you can't do it," His eyes widened at realising what he had done. How dare he threaten you?!

  "(Y/N) what have I done?!" Tears srum down his beautiful face.

"I promised I would wait for you all those years ago. I've missed you," With that he gave in and shut off his saber and dropped it to the ground and wrapped his arms around you.

"I'm not going anywhere (Y/N)." He kissed your forehead. "I love you,"