I headed to Saul's place immediately to try and explain what really went down and how the camera angle made it look like we were kissing when we weren't. God I just hope he didn't see it yet and believe it. He wouldn't right? He totally trusts me.
*skips car ride*
As I was walking up the stairs to his Condo, all I could think about were of all the negative outcomes that could go wrong but I tried reassuring myself that everything was going to be fine.
I mean it's the paparazzi we are talking about, he wouldn't believe that right? But what if he did? All these questions and what if's took over my mind that I didn't even realised I had arrived at his front door (what a miracle I didn't fall down the stairs with me over thinking this).
Before I had the guts to walk in, I had to take a big deep breath and relax myself before I could confront him even though I had nothing to hide since I didn't do anything but either way my nerves were getting to me.
I walked in and saw the kitchen light on and a protein shake in the process of being made. I went to his bedroom to see if he was there. He wasn't, I checked the bathroom but the lights were off meaning he wasn't in there either. That's weird? "Saul are you here? I have to talk to you?
No response. Where could he be? His car keys were still hung on the key rack so that meant he left with someone? I called him but he didn't answer? Weird? He usually picked up in an instant. I called a couple more times and he didn't answer which by this point was annoying the hell out of me.
I texted him a few times but no response. Though I saw one thing that made my blood boil. He. read. them.
I decided to call Nicole.
Nicole: what's good?
Jamie: Nicole I'm furious I came to talk to him but he's not here so I called him right and he didn't pick up so then I texted him and he didn't respond but he keeps reading them like are you serious!? Nicole you don't think ... He found out and believed that mess??
Nicole: I don't know girly but I just texted him and he responded ...
Jamie: Are you serious! Oh my .. Can you ask him if he's okay? And where he's at?
Nicole: Yeah ... Okay so apparently he has a big headache and he's with his brother?
Jamie: Which one? Actually nevermind I know which one I'm on my way thank you girly I'll talk to you soon
Nicole: ok I also have to talk to you but be safe, bye
Before I left I saw a picture of us on the coffee table and it just took me on a nostalgic trip. I just couldn't take it anymore and broke down. I mean I noticed our relationship wasn't the same but this was being taken too far, I mean I didn't do anything for FUCKS SAKE he should have at least waited for me to talk about it. I crouched down on the couch with my legs under my chin. I calmed myself down and tried calling him one more time, "come on, pick up!" I half screamed into the ringing phone while wiping my tears away.
"hello" said a girly voice, "Hi excuse me who is this, can you please pass the phone to Saul"
"I would honey but he's taking a shower, also I didn't know he had such a nice back and not to mention those large hands just wow amazing"
I immediately hung up. The sadness I had was overtaken by anger. I went back to my car and drove to Ricardo's place. As soon as I arrived I got off in the quickness and knocked on Ricardo's door.
As if on cue Ricardo opened the door, I pushed through him "where is he?" I was frustrated and angry. Once I made my way through the apartment and into the living room I turned around and faced Ricardo.
"I said where the hell is he" he just stood there dumbfounded. "Who Saul? I don't know I'm here alone, have you tried calling him?" My blood pressure was through the roof. Does he think I'm stupid or something. I was livid so I pushed him on his chest.
"Don't act stupid with me, you know what.." I didn't get to finish my sentence because what I heard had just proven that he was a liar and that he wasn't alone. I gave him the dirtiest look a pissed off girl could ever give and that obviously shut him up leaving him frozen under my stare.
I refocused my sight towards the door from where I had heard the noise of laughter and made my way towards it. As soon as I reached for the handle, Ricardo grasped my upper forearm and almost yelled at me looking panicked "NO! Uhm.. I mean don't go in there.." he said while scratching the back of his neck obviously nervous and thinking of what to say next.
"why not? You said it yourself, you're alone. So you should have nothing to hide right?" I said with attitude dripping from every word, which ended shutting him up. He took a step back and I took a step forward. "And don't you ever touch me again" he threw his hands up in defeat. I turned around and opened the door. I couldn't believe what the FUCK I was looking at.
