After Senior Year.

Wednesday: March 2nd, 2016

I haven't written in here for quite some time. School has been great, tough, but I'm finally caught up in homework. I should be graduating this semster, but I'm not sure. I have recently become a great deal informed on the meat and diary industries. I have slowly began to try and go vegan. So far I don't eat meat every other day. Most days I try to only eat diary once a day. It's kinds hard, but I've been feeling really good. Tia went shopping with me today and we bought a bunch of fruit and veggies which I am stoked about. I made myself awesome plate with pineapple and oranges. My day began really good.

However then my sister decides to say that we cannot by fruit because we eat it too fast. I was like, well I gotta eat it. This is my breakfast. She told me, that I don't have to eat it, it's a choice. I told her she didn't have to eat meat, that's a choice too. The thing is I know it's super expensive to buy fruit. I get that. I told my Tia that I would start buying fruit for myself so she wouldn't have to, but she wanted to go shopping for fruit, I didn't make her buy it. My sister said it wasn't fair to spend all the money on fruit for only me to eat. I get that, but my Tia said she would try going vegan one day outta the week. I just felt like my family was supporting me when I started this and now I feel like they hate me for it. I went to my room. To cry of course cause I'm so fucking sensitive. As I'm trying to maintain composure, I heard my mom say that I don't understand how expensive it all is. She said I get in these food things and don't think them through. I don't even know anymore.

The thing is that I'm not sure if I'll ever go fully vegan, but as of now I know I want to cut back on meat and diary. I guess I'll go grocery shopping this week for myself. If my family can't support me, I'll support myself.