It's barely 11:04 in the evening. I decided to try and jot something in here everyday or at least every other day. I just started posting this journal on Wattpad so from here on out it might sound like I'm talking to an audience, or has it sounded like that since the beginning? To change topic, I guess Rachel and I weren't on the same page about the break we took in our friendship. I followed her on Instagram and she blocked me. I understand, I just wish she would have been upfront with me about how she felt.
Regardless of all that, I have to get my wisdom teeth pulled out on the 31st and I'm super nervous. I know it will hurt, but hey, I'll live.
I've written a little and I actually have been taking the time to read now that I'm done with Game of Thrones. Right now I'm reading Jackaby and its pretty good. I read Papertowns before that and I actually didn't like it too much. After Jackaby I will probs read One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest.
Overall my mind hasn't been too fucked up. I cried yesterday at night when I found out Rachel blocked me. I know it sounds stupid, but it really hurts. I love her. On another note, maybe this is best for us right now, maybe we need this to help us grow into the people that we want to be. Still hurts though. I have to take Julie and Anna to the doctor tomorrow, so I guess I should get to sleep. Until next time! p.s you to do this:)
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After Senior Year.
Non-FictionJune 30th, 2014. My life has always been a mess. From bullies constantly pushing me to the ground to my family pulling me in so many directions I begin to fall apart. This isn't just about all the terrible things I've dealt with, but also the amazin...