After Senior Year.

Wednesday: January 2nd, 2019

Today has been a pretty good day. I took Riley to work so I got to go out and do some driving and spend some time with another female. She got me some coffee, Caribou's Chai Tea Latte is officially my favorite drink ever. I came home and did some face masks and that felt nice. Nate got home we watched this like car documentary which was very intriguing really enjoyed it. After it was over we had some phenomenal sex. At least on my part. We tried reverse cowgirl, it felt good, but definitely wasn't going to make me come and then we did doggy and it was already feeling amazing and then he pulled out to work some finger action and I was literally orgasm with a full leg shake and everything and he went back in and I just kept shaking and it was great. I have never came harder in my life. Well except when I squirted but this still felt 100 times better. I was only upset when I came back from the bathroom and didn't get cuddles because nate was gaming. I got over that pretty fast, but was definitely on sensory overload and still shaking. Walking to the bathroom was hard. I just laid in bed under the blankets and about an hour later my leg stopped shaking. It is still a little shaky in certain positions. The muscles are just tense.

I have accepted a job offer. I start Monday. I'm really excited. I hope to make decent friends with my coworkers and develop my own group. I love Nate so much. I'm really scared he's gonna leave me. But you know life will go on. He's broken my heart twice now, if it ends up not being meant to be, so be it.

Enough with the negativity and bad vibes though. I'm all positive now for this new year. Nate and I are gonna have a good life and I am going to learn to love Minnesota. Also can't wait for a kitchen so I can start eating healthy. My goal for the year is to lose at the very least 50 lbs but ultimately 100. I have high faith.

Until next time!