Wednesday: August 5th, 2015

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My mom just got arrested. I cannot even comprehend my emotions right now. What if they don't let her go? What if she has to go back to prison? She can barely walk, she's old. I hope hope hope that she just has jail time and not prison time. I honestly don't know what I would do without her. I don't even want to think about it because if I don't think about it it's as if she just isn't home. Nevertheless, I am thinking about it and it is scaring the shit out of me.

G is not even wondering if I'm okay. No one is. They are all just so upset that we lost the car. Don't get me wrong I'm pissed that we lost the car, but I am upset that if my mom has to go to prison she will probably die in there. Tata told G it's my mom's fault for driving without a license. I definitely agree, but all the while he didn't realize that G doesn't even have her fucking license because she is just as much of a fuck up as my mom.

Sorry for all the cursing. I think I'm close to having an anxiety attack. My hands are starting to shake. I have to stop writing now and get my mind off of what is happening, so that I don't break down. Until next time.

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