After Senior Year.

Monday: June 27th, 2016

A lot has happened.

Earlier last week I had a phone appointment with my advisor at ASU. That made me consider taking a break from college. I have been trying to find a job and am having a hella hard time. Then I had to change my major at ASU because the classes were not available online. SO now instead of majoring in creative writing I am majoring in English. Also, ASU may not give me any financial aide so I likely will not be able to afford going to school. Therefor, I am considering taking a break so that I can get a job and gain work experience, and save up money for school.

Before this appointment I had a job interview at a hotel that my friend works at. I'm supposed to hear back from them this week. I felt good and confident during my interview, but I could understand if they choose someone with experience seeing as I have none.

Then on Friday my friends and I went to a kickback at my friend's boyfriend's house. It was really fun. Even though I was DD I had a great time. I really enjoyed spending time with that group of people. When the night got late my girl friends and I decided to go swimming. Did we have swimming clothes? Nope. Did it matter? Nope. Her boyfriend was goals and he closed all the curtains and let us girls hang out and spend time together. I had a great time.

Then on Saturday my friends, Gabby and Rachel invited me out to froyo, so we went and got froyo and we each got ready for my friend Nick's party that night. I was not feeling myself and it took me forever to choose what to wear. At the end of the night though, it did not matter because I was too drunk to care. I spent most of the night with my friend Ricardo and well, he got pretty drunk as well. I'm not sure I want to write about what actually happened, but nevertheless nothing really did happen. Between us at least. There were just moments when he really want someone to blow him and I am pretty sure the first person he tried to get was Rachel, but she turned him down and then since I was with him the most he kept asking me. Actually he never actually asked me to do anything, but he was not shy with his hands or with what was in his pants. We kept going to the garage for more drinks and everything was very touchy. Later in the night I was laying on a couch and he grabbed my hand and I followed him into a closet. I was so out it I honestly would have done whatever he wanted me to as long as it was not sex. But he took his pants off and my friend called our names so the pants went back on we went out and I told him to lay down. He fell asleep thank god and shortly after that, me and my friends left.

The next day I woke up perfectly fine. Rachel and Gabby came over, we went for a quick drive to pick up my Tia. I almost got into an accident because well, I am a terrible driver to be honest. But we got home safe and watched two movies. The second one was really awesome! I was not extremely fond with the ending, but it was oober good nonetheless.

Today I have just a calm chill time. I realized that I really needed to start working out again and that I need to figure my life out. I am going to another party this weekend. We shall see how that goes. I did not snap as much at the last party, so this time I need too. That's kinda what I do. I snap the whole party. Feel free to follow me, anyone who actually reads my journal. (byelenalol). I am excited to spend some time with my cousins and I hope I can get along well enough with their friends. I am also supposed to go to a movie night tomorrow with the boys and Gabby, but I do not know if that is still happening, the boys are very complicated. Nevertheless, tomorrow is Joel's birthday, so I hope I can conjure up some money to take him out.

Until next time.