So I have a job now, it is helping to keep me sane. I know my last post was intense, but the purpose of this journal is for me to let out how I am feeling in the moment. I am actually at work right now. I have been feeling a bit better lately, not nearly as suicidal. I want to start making a name for myself, my friend Rachelynne and I are thinking about starting to try and market on Instagram. Hopefully it will be enjoyable and in 2 to 3 years I can make it my career. I have not written in here much, but thats because I have been busy with school and actually have a bit of a social life now. I honestly love my friends and don't know what I would do without them at this point. I can't even imagine how these last 3 years since high school would have went without them.
I've grown quite fond of parties shockingly enough. I'm 21 now so I guess there is a lot less fear about drinking. I was a bit reckless at a party recently and may or may not have given an old friend of mine a handjob and then blowjob which quickly got interupted once it started. I was very drunk.
Right now I am focusing on spending money wisely and even hoping to move in with rachelynne within the next two years. Within the next month she is going to move in with me at my parents house and then hopefully when my sister moves out of her house to a bigger house, we can take over her lease.
Well, that's really all I have to say at the moment. Hopefully I'll write in here more frequently.
Until next time, Len.
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After Senior Year.
Não FicçãoJune 30th, 2014. My life has always been a mess. From bullies constantly pushing me to the ground to my family pulling me in so many directions I begin to fall apart. This isn't just about all the terrible things I've dealt with, but also the amazin...
