| Chapter Fifteen |

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Dear Diary,

Every time my friends ship him and I together on the group chat and he rakes a look to read it,  I get worried about his response or his expression.

Is it like: Ew that girl again? Or is it oh okay?Or yeah I love her?

It is probably the first one.

I love him.

I love him so much that I constantly downgrade myself because I do not know how to handle the feeling of not being loved back.

I'm constantly degrading myself because I think it is about my appearance that makes him want to have nothing to do with me.

Sometimes the only reason I think he talks to me is because he loves my little cousin. She is always going on and on about how cute he is and how much she likes him.

Sigh.

I love listening to love songs that remind me of him and I.

Listening makes me remember some words
My Best-friend had once told me: "The time will come where he will know what a great person you are. Really, if he knows your real personality he'll fall in love and never come back up."

I deeply love him and I cannot thank him enough for his support in this. Thank you.

Dear him,
I fell in love with you.
Not for how you look, just for who you are, although you do look pretty great as well.

I learned in life that Endless love is fueled by endless friendship. If you want to have the greatest romance ever have the greatest friendship ever. Cultivate it; don't let your friendship die. Remember,it's not a lack of love that destroys relationships; it's usually a lack of friendship.

Maybe, we found love right where we are..

Love,

Your Lover.

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