Love Of A Teenage Girl ✔️

| Chapter Forty |

Hey guys, this chapter is a bit different. It's about my friends who helped me throughout  the entire journey of loving him.
Talking about them, saying different advices, how they knew about this book, what do they think of the book, meaning of friendship and thanking them. Hope you enjoy it. You guys could follow them and dm them too, they're really friendly.:)

Dear Diary,

Friendship. Friendship is the world's peace. Friendship can have many different meanings like, loving, caring, being there, being crazy at times, having fun, dealing with your endless drama, helping all the time, and giving you advice. You always need a friend to talk to, to laugh with and to cry with. Friendship is having a friend that is like a mirror and a shadow. Because a mirror doesn't lie and a shadow never leaves. Friends are people who know you are in love. Before you already know that.
They see it from outside, they see your eyes glowing, they can see your hands not knowing where to rest, they can see your irregular breaths while talking, they can see it all.

So, let me talk about My Best Friends.

Nadine, she's the one with the biggest and most purest heart. She knows how words can hurt, she knows how heartbreaks feel, she knows how it's hard to express feelings, she knows what someone can be going through, she's the wise one. She knows the right thing to say, she is a secret keeper, she's the best advice giver and the one who loves to help. Her advices to me are endless, I love each and every one of her advices. They always help. Everything she says is always right. She's the one who I really trust and I can't let a day go without speaking to her. Her advice is to choose myself first and if I'm unable to keep up with the friendship, then it's not worth it and I should end it. She means that I shouldn't show him any signs of my love nor do I ignore him, something in between of being friendly but if it affects my feelings and I go back to square one, then I should walk away. She also told me not to end my diary, it's a good way to express my feelings. She always encouraged me to face my fears, express freely and never be ashamed of my past. She always has me awaiting for the future and how much excitement it may bring. She lights my world with warmth and positivity. She always helps me deal with him and knows all my secrets. I told her about my diary a few months ago and she has been supportive ever since. She's in love with my diary and she thinks I should keep it up and that's why, I always moved forward because she believed in me. She's the wise one with the biggest heart. She's a true friend. I love her so much and she means too much to me. So, I'd like to thank her for everything she's done. I love her so much.

Hussein, he's the one who understands me just by the way I chat with him. He is one of those guys who you could trust with your life. He is a secret keeper. I love how he calls me names and teases me. His advices are always right, he tells me that I need to move on after officially loving him for a year, he thinks it's too much and I shouldn't be hurting myself any longer. He's right I guess. I love how we have really funny memories and if anyone read our chat we would be put in a mental hospital by now. He loves helping me in everything and I really appreciate that. He's the first one I told that I started liking him and the first who I told about my diary. He loves what I've written in my diary but he thinks I should just end it and move on. Maybe he's right. But I'm still not ready. I'd like to thank him for everything he did to me. Love him so much.

Rayan, she's the most adorable one I know. She's like my mirror, we're like one person. Exactly alike. Her personality is amazing, her heart pure as gold makes me have hope in this cruel dark world. She gives me hope that the world will be better soon. She's my number one backbone, she supports me and listens to all my endless and pointless drama. I've known her for the past few years and I already have gotten closer to her more than ever, nowadays she's one of the most special people in my life and that's the best thing that's ever happen to me. Now, I have a beautiful and adorable best friend which loves me with her pure heart and I'll love forever! She always makes me feel safe and never afraid of anything. She gives me strength not even a whole box full of energy drinks could ever do. Her advice always helps and that's why I call her my awesome, most beautiful advice giver! I'm forever thankful and blessed from her presence around me! I love her a lot, I hope she knows that!

Nour, she's the supporter. She supports me through it all. She's my backbone. She's my idiotic childhood best friend. We're friends since diapers. 11 years and we're still counting. I love her beyond words. She's my dory. She's really caring and loves everybody around her. She's an indescribable person. She's one of those people who loves to help, support and cheer people up. She gives really good advice like when she knew how much I like him, she told me to stay strong and no dude deserves a tear of mine. That's the reason I've been working on myself in order to move on from him. She's in love with my diary, as well as most of my writings as she critiques me truthfully and I always listen to her advice, and she says I should keep it up. She's the best and I could literally tell her anything in the world, and she can never judge how I feel, on the contrary, she teaches me how to grow emotionally and mentally out of all the pain I've felt. I'd like to thank her because she's one of the best people I know and people like her are really rare in this world. I hope she knows how much I love her.

Ahmed, he's the funny one who loves to cheer literally everybody up. He's lovable and really kind. He loves helping people and making everything funnier. He's sexy as he says. He loves to joke around and making people feel better. He loves teasing me and pushing my wheelchair really fast. He's one of those guys you love immediately you get to know them. He's really cute. His smile is kind of cute and funny. He knows I loved him a long, long time ago. He's a really cheerful person and he loves to cheer people up. He's really sarcastic but it's one of the best things in him. He knew about my diary a few days ago but he's been a help. He thinks that I should keep it up with the diary and that I'm making a really good job writing it. His advice is to not end my diary and to show it to my crush. He also said that feelings aren't controlled. I guess he's right. I won't throw my diary and I'll show it to my crush really soon. He supports me from day one, he's also really friendly. Our chats and talks are my favorite, we laugh and joke around all day long. He's the one who makes me laugh till my stomach hurts. I love him so much because he's the person who makes me smile. I'd like to thank him for everything he has done for me and the trust I have for him is beyond imagination. He's the sexiest and most cheerful person I know. He's the goals. Love him beyond imagination.

Farah, the kindest one out there. She's so caring and loves all her friends especially the ones who are really close to her. She's the one with the biggest heart. She's the cutest one I know. I love how she smiles. She's simply beautiful inside out. She's a huge supporter and I love taking her advice. Her advice is to always think of him as a friend while talking to him and that's a way to move on. She knew about my diary a while ago, she fell in love with it instantly. She got addicted to it. She loved the feelings and how I have so much passion. She thinks I should publish it one day for others to feel inspired and not alone. She gives me hope. I love how she makes me feel successful. She's the one who makes me stand up and not to care about how people think of me. She makes me feel proud. I love her beyond imagination. She's my best friends and I love her from the tiniest galaxy to the largest star. I'd like to thank her for everything she did to me and the things I learned from her. Love her beyond imagination.

Noura, my protector. She's the one who makes me know that I could do it. She's always supporting and encouraging me. Immediately she knew about my diary, she has supported me and loved me even more than she already did. She gives me advice and wanted me to focus on myself instead of him, listens to me patiently to rant about how I feel and she's one of those people who you could trust. She always sees me beautiful but to be honest, her heart is a pure gold and her physical appearance is alluring. She's just gorgeous. I knew from the first time I saw her that she's a person that I'll keep forever. She makes me strong when I need a hand. She makes me happy when I feel like I'm about to fall apart. She gives me the right advice when I feel that there's no way. I could never ever repay her for believing in me and helping me with all my endless drama. She makes me feel good about myself, I laugh too much around her. She made me know that throughout life, I will meet one person who's unlike any other. I could talk to this person for days and never get bored, I could tell her things and she won't judge me. This person is my soulmate, my best friend. That person is you and I'll never let you go. So, I'd like to thank you for everything, Love you to the moon and never back!

Now, those are my real family. The ones I love the most, the ones who support me since day one, the ones I trust with my life and the ones who make my cheeks ache from smiling. They're my best friends, who support me into my journey. I love them so much.

I'm so blessed having them, cause they're my best friends.