Love Of A Teenage Girl ✔️

| Chapter Twenty - Two |

Dear Diary,

I have not spoken to him weeks until now.

Something else had also happened very recently, my Cambridge English Exam.

From the moment I had started that test and seen how hard it was, I knew I was going to fail regardless of how hard I had tried on to.

That is exactly what had happened, I had failed it. I had cried all day when I had found out I had failed. It was a very important exam, and I have been studying like a maniac just for the test. My friend had told me he saw me crying that day, but he just walked away. I guess he was embarrassed to talk to me in public or something. He just walked away from me, when I needed someone.

It had hurt me when he told me this but I refused to acknowledge it.

After I had got picked up from school, I turned on my phone and had exited the group chat I was in with all of my friends. I did not want to hear how they did on the exam.

After they had noticed that I left, they all private messaged me, asking what is wrong. I told them all the same thing; I need to rest and I will tell them later.

At five in the afternoon, they added me back to the chat and I told them about what happened. They kept saying its okay.

An hour later, I found a text from him saying, "Heyy, don't be upset. It's okay. <3"

I answered, "Thank you! <3 and I hope you do great in yours too."

He replied by, "Haha. You imagine stuff but thank you <3"

I said, "No problem and you'll do great don't worry!<3"

He followed with, "Thanks! <3"

Eight in the afternoon, I found another text from him saying, "Do you mind if that guy comes to our friend's birthday?"

I said, "I don't know him but I don't mind if he comes. Do you mind if he comes?"

He said, "No, of course not. I don't mind."

Two minutes later, he had said, "Let's do it again. Do you mind if that guy comes to the birthday?"

I said in a joking manner, "Yeah, I mind." Even though I didn't due to the unknowing him part.

He said, "Let's do it again but this time say I don't mind. Do you mind if that guy comes to the birthday?"

I answered, " No, of course not. I don't mind if he comes."

He said, "Really?"

I followed back with, "Yeah."

He said, "Let's do it one more time without laughing this time. Do you mind if that guy comes to the birthday?"

I said, "No, of course not. I don't mind."

He said, "Really?"

I said, "Yeah."

He said, "Okay thank you."

I said, "No problem. I did in this interview better than the exam."

He answered back, with a laugh I propose because he had said, "Hahahaha."

Then we kept making up topics and chatting for about 40 minutes and he was answering back a lot more quickly than he usually does, making me quite happy.

Then, obviously, the chat had came to an end.

"I don't want to disturb you from studying, please study for tomorrow. Bye. <3. " he said.

I answered, "Okayy, bye <3"

Then I went to study.

I can't believe he started the chat and he was thinking of topics to talk about, it was almost like he cared and he wanted to talk to me.

At that time I had realized it.

I knew I liked him when he made me nervous, and my heart would beat much faster when I'm saw him. I knew I loved him when I felt calmer with him then without him.

Ugh ...

I love him.

Forever and always.

Love,

Your Lover.