Love Of A Teenage Girl ✔️

| Chapter Twenty - Six |

Dear Diary,

Four days ago, the most embarrassing thing had happened to me. In the group that consisted of my friends and I, they had decided that we all play a game we had made up earlier. The name of it was Speech. The rules of the game were pretty simple, each of us had write a speech about everyone else in group and it had to be touching. So, everyone had told me I should write about them, and I was going to, until he too had told me he wanted me to write about him. He also had mentioned the note he made to me and how it was only fair if he got one back as well.

I wrote him a nice, friendly speech and sent it to him through private chat.

Our chat had consisted of me starting off the conversation with, " I'm really happy that I met someone as kind and helpful as you are! You're the kindest person I've ever met honestly. You've always been encouraging and helpful to everyone and people like you are really rare in this world. I saw a lot of special things in you that I haven't seen in many people and one of them is that you're understanding. You made me understand the word FRIENDSHIP, cause you're a true friend..
Have we been two years known each other? Really? I just feel it's much less cause when you're friends with someone you never feel the time passing, you just have fun and make memories! Its not by the time we've known each other, it's by the memories we make! It's my pleasure knowing you! I hope we stay friends for a lifetime! Time would never, ever present the quality of friendship with you, like you had told to me last summer. I remember all our memories as if they happened yesterday and they're a lot and I'm really happy of that. So, I'd like to say thank you for being there and always helping me in everything and getting you tired every outing.
Forever & always my big brother.<3"

After I had sent it, he had replied with  "What a beautiful speech! <3"

" They're not like yours of course! <3"

"Oh of course not! There is no better than this speech!<3

In a joking manner, I write back saying, " know, I know, I write great sentences xD.
Thank you though <3.
Yours are really good, I swear!"

He then replied to me with, "oh look boys, she's a writer! xD My speeches are really bad comparing to yours!

In another joking manner, I had told him that nothing was ever better than his speeches.

"Have you not read your speeches? xD. You honestly impressed me! "

"Your speeches will always be the best in my heart <3." Saying this last part to him had made me instantly regret it, and I still do.

"Ouch! You just embarrassed me with your kindness <3. "

I had then sent a heart and a happy face as well as he did too.

And that's the last time we've spoken and I don't want to speak to him because of what I said there.
Really though?

"Your speeches will always be the best in my heart.<3" ?

Seriously?

Ugh.

That's so embarrassing.

I literally just tried to get out of the friendzone and he just rapidly pushed me back into the pool of fire and sadness.

"Ouch! You embarrassed me with your kindness <3."

Seriously?

Completely and utterly, friend zoned.

That's just the most embarrassing thing that ever happened to me.

I thought that he started to think that I moved on from him but after that sentence, I'm sure he knows I'm falling for him even more!

Ugh.

Awkward!

What's even more embarrassing that we're going out for a friend's surprise party and I think he's going too. So, I'll meet him. I hope he just forgets that chat. Hopefully he does.

I'm stupid.

I know.

Because I love you, you know.

Love,

Your Lover.