Dear Diary,
A lot has been changing and I don't know what to think of it. Every time I think of him, it is like I am forcing myself to think of him. With these new feelings, I don't even know I love him anymore. He was my everything and he always had my heart racing and the butterflies in my stomach but I don't feel them anymore. But I can feel something else. When him and I hang out together and take cute pictures and such, I can feel myself slightly getting those feelings again.
Do I just wait for a while and not lie to myself if I forgot him or not?
I am still not sure at all if I do. I don't think of him anymore or when I do, it's like okay, that's enough, change topic.
Do I still have feelings for him?
Or did I move on?
I can't believe I'm not even sure.
The problem is I feel like I have three emotions for him:
One, is I love him. Two, is I forgot him and we are only friends. Last, is no more talking at all.
I do not know why do I feel so mixed up. It's really weird. I hate being not sure of things. I just wish to know how I'm feeling. I am just mixed up and we cannot really talk anymore we are friends and that's the most important thing to me, we just can't stop talking. I won't let that happen.
Good night, diary.
Love,
Your Lover.
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