Love Of A Teenage Girl ✔️

| Chapter Twenty - Nine |

Dear Diary,

What is Love?
Good question, hard answer.
Love is a word that can't be understood by the mind but can be felt by the heart.
Love is when two people touch each other's soul.
Love is loyalty and trust.
Love is mutual respect.
Love means that differences can be worked out.
Love is reaching your dreams together.
Love is the connection of two hearts, yours and mine.
Love is a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes that ranges from interpersonal affection. It can refer to an emotion of a strong attraction and personal attachment. It can also be a virtue representing human kindness, compassion, and affection. It may also describe compassionate and affectionate actions towards other humans, one's self or even animals.

Love begins when you stay up all hours, your mind spinning at a single comment, a mere and open ended nothing. Love takes you by the heart and holds you tight, never loosening its grip.

Moreover, love is found in the other's bright eyes, when they look at you, you can't look away, not even for a moment. The moment strikes you too beautiful.

When love is shown in simple questions about your day, you await responses and hold your breath. Love isn't about the butterflies in your stomach, but sometimes ...
It is.

Love begins, just as anything else. There is no familiarity in love, no matter how many times you have fallen into it. As time wears on, there is a familiarity in a person, but each love that forms is new and unlike the previous.

Love is laughing at another's horrible joke, so they don't feel stupid. Love is keeping each masterpiece the other has given you, no matter how ugly.

Love is fighting without war. Love wakes you up early to remind you of its strength, of its power over you.
But love is tricky. It crushes you when it feels lonely. It lets you feel pain when it is not reciprocated. It puts expectations on others to do what it wants, what you want. So many believe that love sucks.

They have found that love can do more damage than anything else, because it harnesses every powerful and painful emotion, to place doubt in your heart. But love can be great. It can be magic and butterflies and smiles. You may not have met the one who fulfills that desire in you: the one who your soul loves deeply. But that's okay. If you lose them, that's okay too. This love may come around more than once, you just have to find this love ...

This love is rare and it is more than an emotion. It is actions and it is staying committed through life's toughest ventures. But it exists. It exists in the places you look the least and in the deepest corners of the earth. Love is the greatest adventure, not only being in it, but finding it as well.

Love can have different meanings to the mind but it can only have one meaning to the heart.

I love him a lot, he's my first love.

• Only need the light when it's burning low, only miss the sun when it starts to snow, only know you love her when you let her go. Only know you've been high when you're feeling low, only hate the road when you're missing home, only know you love her when you let her go. And you let her go. • -Let Her Go by Passenger

I get asked a lot why can't I get my mind off him and why do I love him. The reasons are pretty simple.

First of all, he never fails to make me smile. When I see him, I can already feel the heat rising to my full cheeks as my lips begin to widen into a grin. Simply hearing the first syllable of his name makes my body temperature increase and my heart begins to race. My smile is brighter than a million suns when I'm with him.

Second of all, he have seen me at my absolute worst, yet he always stayed. I've cried at him, and I've cried with him, but he never left my side. I come screaming at him and destroying everything in my path, yet it's as if he's a prisoner in my little world that voluntarily decides to stay. It makes me realize that he really is a special person considering that he never betrayed me even with my hideous faults.

Third of all, one of his most attractive traits is how honest he is. He calls things the way he sees it. If anyone is ever showing unnecessary hostility, he calls them out for it. I always come to him whenever I need advice on something because I know for a fact that he will never sugarcoat anything for me. Even if what he has to say is negative, he says it in the uttermost gorgeous way that makes his constructive responses sound like beautiful music to my ears.

Fourth of all, he cares about me more than I care about myself. He always sends me text messages that are reminding me to take my medicines. When we see each other each morning, he asks me if I gotten enough sleep the night before. Whenever we go out as a group he always help with my wheelchair and he doesn't expect a single thank you. If he's seen that I've had a stressful day, he always asks, he even gives me advice till I'm feeling better and by that, all the stress flies away. If I look at him and my eyes aren't sparkling with the fireworks of life like they usually do, he won't stop talking to me until he figures out a way to make me feel better. Sometimes when he knows that there's no real solution to fix the emotions that I'm having at the moment, he just jokes around at the attempt to make me laugh till my stomach hurts and my face turns blue. Just his presence alone lightens my mood and makes me feel radiant. He has this thing about him that's so addicting and beautiful. He tells me that he'll always be here for me. There's an abundance of traits about him that makes him constantly on my mind. These were the first four but trust me, there's plenty more.

That's the main reasons I still love him, even though he friendzones me.

Love comes slow and goes so fast.

He's was my Prince Charming.

Not anymore.

I'm going to move on. There is no hope between us.

I love him.

And you let her go..

Love,

Your Lover.