Dear Diary,
I have been thinking about him recently. Yesterday and today, my feelings were different towards him. When he texts me, I don't get the sudden urge to text him or when he smiles at me in the halls, I don't get the butterflies in my stomach and I don't feel like I am going to throw up.
Am I starting to forget him?
These new changes in my feelings feel weird. I have never felt like this before, not towards him.
Is it a good thing or a bad thing?
Maybe if we go out my feelings will return back and love him even more or just normal.
And there goes my imagination again.
We will never be together. He only loves you as a sister.
Friends forever, and only friends.
I have not speaking to him since Friday after school which that alone is weird. What's weird is that I have not been asking about him, which I love to do every single day.
I always ask my friend because she has him for a class and she always laughs and tells me he is fine, which always makes me feel better.
I don't know, maybe I care too much or I'm too stupid, I don't know honestly.
I'm not even sure I love him anymore or not.
My feelings are mixed up right now.
Ugh.
Dear Him,
One of your most attractive traits is how honest you are. You call things the way you see it, if anyone is ever showing unnecessary hostility, you call them out for it. I walkways come to you when I need some advice on something because I know for a face you will never sugarcoat anything for me. Even if what you have to say is negative, you at it in the uttermost gorgeous way that's makes your contrastive responses sound like beautiful music to my ears.
Love,
Your Lover.
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