Love Of A Teenage Girl ✔️

| Chapter Twenty - Five |

Dear Diary,

I really don't know how to start this off and where even to start but today was probably the best day in my whole life.

Today, was his birthday party. We had shook hands and I have him his present which had consisted of being beats, the headphones. I wrapped it so I, and every one else there, can see the look on his face when he opens it. He thanked me for the present before he opened it, knowing the thank you was sincere.

Later on that day, some friends, him, and I went to the cinemas to watch a movie together and it was the most fun I've ever had in a long time.

After we had paid for out tickets and such, he has helped me get around by pushing my wheelchair for me. Like always, he asked if I needed anything but I just kindly declined by shaking my head no.

When the movie was over, he has helped me with my wheel chair again so I was able to get out of the building. I had let him push me for a while until I noticed him getting tired so I had offered that I can push myself

Later that day we had taken some really cute pictures together and what can I say, they were adorable.

Afterwards, we all went to sit at a table back towards his house. He saved a seat for me beside him, making me more shy than I already was.

He has noticed me like this so he started talking to me and making jokes to feel better and to forget about the shyness that I had and that was always threatening my chances with him.

Then, he told me he wrote a speech for me six months prior and he had just forgot to show it to me. He gave me his phone to read it, then, I got butterflies in my tummy and I started to panic a bit but I calmed myself down enough to read the text in front of me.

Most of the speech consisted of " I had gotten a feeling the first time I saw you that you were kind and now I know, I was right. At our friends birthday party, I didn't know you that well but later on, I got to know you and I do not regret even Point zero one percent and I'm so glad that I had came to know you. And when I know some one really really well, some kind of weirdness starts inside of me and it usually gets me to mess everything up with someone. I'm not that great a brother to you as much as how mature you are but there was something I saw in you that I don't see in many other people. It was so special that just made me feel attracted to you and made me want to become your friend. Don't ever let me talk about our weird selfies, haha.

You Were Always Supportive And Encouraging. So, I decided to say all I felt towards you in these speeches, no exaggeration in other words, so there you go. <3. "

After I had read this, I was completely speechless, nonetheless. I didn't know what to say to him so I had started to get the feeling I know way too well.

Shyness.

Mustering up words to say, I spit out the words, " Wow. That was just beautiful. Thank you so much and you really write good speeches.

He laughed and told me, "Your welcome, and not at all, they're very awful but thank you anyway."

When we had went home later that faux I told him on chat:
Me: "Would please send me the speech to save it on my phone because I loved it so much? and hope you like the present.<3"

Him: "OH. MY. GOD. Thank you so much and I just opened the present now, it's amazing! Thank you so much and I really can't believe it. <3"

Me: "No problem and I hope you had fun today and you deserve more.<3"

Him: "Thank you and here's the speech. <3"

Then he sent the speech to me, making me save it automatically.

Me: "Thank you and I loved your speech so much <3 "

Him: "Hahaha thank you.<3"

Now, I'm one hundred percent sure he doesn't hate me. He loves me so much as his little sister and this is the biggest pleasure to me because he's my world. I'm so happy. I couldn't get happier. He is the best thing I have in my life. I love him with my entire heart. Even if he doesn't love me that way, he loves me as his little sister that he takes care of. That's the best thing I could ever have. But I hope he falls in love with me one day. I love him so much.
He's the rainbow in my dark world.

I love him.

I'll always will.

Love,

Your Lover.