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19- Sad Talk

December 10, 2015, 17 weeks & 5 days

Kylie:
"I don't know if I can do this Justin." My legs were shaking as we sat backstage waiting for our cue.

We were originally coming on the show to talk about the exciting news about our twins but we lost one of our babies and I know it'll be brought up today.
"It's going to be okay, I'll be right next to you. If you can't handle one of the questions just give my hand a squeeze and I'll take over okay?" I nodded my head before resting on his shoulder.

We've been getting along very well ever since we left the hospital, no fights, no crying well I did cry but it was happy tears. Maybe I was wrong about Justin.

"Miss.Jenner, Mr.Bieber, it's almost time, follow me." A short man came into the room.

I grabbed Justin's hand as well followed the short man to the stage, we heard the man speaking.

"So we all know who Justin Bieber is? He has a new album out and we can't forget about his beautiful girlfriend Kylie Jenner who we all know from keeping up with the Kardashians. A few days ago Kylie shared with us that she was expecting twins with mr.bieber."
The crowed cheered and whooed at that.
"We were all surprised about that, we didn't even know Justin had a penis." The crowd let out a soft laughs.

I looked at Justin who just rolled his eyes at the lame attempt at a joke.

"Enough of me rambling about the two, let's bring them out."
Me and Justin smiled big as we walked out together. Justin sat next to man and I sat beside Justin.

"Nice to see you both." Just nodded his head as he looked out at the crowd and I gave them a gentle smile.

Most of the interview was about Justin and his album and blah blah blah, I spoke up and said I was proud of him which I am, the part that I didn't want to talk about was coming up and there was no avoiding it.

"Kylie, you were in the hospital a few days ago and everyone wants to know if everything is okay you know with the babies and what exactly happened?"

I looked down at my lap and nodded my head,
"Well I was having back and stomach cramps and I was bleeding so Justin rushed me to the hospital and I found out that I had," I cleared my throat before looking into the audience who all had a sympathetic look on their face.
"That we um, we lost one of the babies." I looked over at Justin and back at the interviewer.
"Wow I'm so sorry, I'm glad that the other one is okay, what was the cause of it? If you know."

Why the hell does it matter why i had a miscarriage that's not the important part, I lost one of my babies!
Was that a rude question or am I just over exaggerating?

I gave Justin's hand a light squeeze, I don't want to flip out on this man.

"We're not sure why we lost one of the babies but we're just thankful that the other is okay and healthy, we're doing everything that we can to make sure Kylie and the baby are doing well." Justin spoke while rubbing his thumb over my hand.

I gave him a smile as the interviewer went on to the next subject.
As soon as it was over we met scooter backstage, "you guys did amazing out there, okay so I was thinking about a public baby shower, you know have it on tv what do you two think?" Scooter blurted out as soon as me and Justin sat on the couch.

"I think you're a piece of shit." I said under my breathe earning an elbow nudge from Justin.
"What did you say?" Scooters tone grew angry.

"I said you're a piece of shit, I just lost a baby and you want me to think about a baby shower right now? You didn't even come to the hospital or to my house the following day, not even a text. You're just all business! Did you forget that I was actually pregnant with real twins? That was the only part of this That was real!" Justin grabbed my arm and pulled me back.

"Kylie calm down, this is my good for you, I don't want anything else bad to happen." I looked at scooter in the eye making him break away.
"You guys should head home, we'll talk later." Is all he said.
"No problem." I grabbed my purse and stormed out of the room, Justin shook his head at scooter before following me to our car.

"Was i wrong for snapping at him?" I broke the silence in he car causing Justin to look away from his phone.
He shrugged his shoulders, "I get what you were saying but scooter is a nice guy he means no harm."

"A nice guy? He doesn't care about me or my babies..baby. He just wants more money and you know that."

"You didn't give him a chance, you've been on his case ever since day one."

"Why are you defending him? Stop taking of for him Justin, of course I was on his case, he wanted us to fake a relationship!"
"Kylie.."
"I'm sorry, I don't mean to yell, but he didn't even pretend to care, he could have at least given us a flower, a dead flower would have been better than nothing."

Why was Justin kissing his ass? Scooter is wrong. I just hate that Justin is taking up for him when he's caused so much drama in our lives.
"We just need a vacation from everyone."
"So let's take one"

"Are you serious?" A smile came across my face.

"I'm serious, me you jazzy and jaxon." He scooted closer to me.
"That means your dad will be there," i bit my lip.
"Yeah, is that a problem?" I shook my head not wanting to be rude, "of course not." I smiled at him.

"Okay then, I'll set everything up all you have to do is show up okay?" I nodded my head.
A smile showed up on Justin's face, it was a cute smile. He has an adorable face. I'm Hoping our kid comes out with his features.

"What? Why are you starting at me?" Justin let out a chuckle.
"No reason." I smiled at him.
"I'm just really happy, the happiest I've been in a while."