Forced For The Cameras

15- Meeting

November 5, 2015, 12 weeks & 5 days

Kylie:

I haven't talked to Justin ever since Halloween, not once. But today we have a meeting with scooter, so I guess that'll all change. Me and Justin were suppose to tell everyone that I was pregnant at this meeting but honestly, I'm not ready to do that. I'm still ashamed and I wish I wasn't pregnant.

My mother and I sat there with scooter and both of Justin's parents. Justin was late, of course. He has us waiting on his as if he's more important than us.

"Sorry I'm late." He rushed in and took a seat next to his mom who glared at him.
He looked over at me causing me to roll my eyes and direct my attention to scooter.
The screen was paused on the picture of Justin and Kendall at the party kissing.

Scooter didn't say anything he just pushed play.

"Uh-oh is Justin Bieber cheating on new girlfriend Kylie Jenner with older sister Kendall Jenner? The two were seen kissing at a Halloween party 2 days ago, the same party Justin showed up at hand in hand with girlfriend Kylie Jenner. Justin was seen at a basketball game with Kendall Jenner just 2 days ago. Is Justin Bieber dumping his new girl for her sister? We think yes!"
Scooter paused it and turned to look at Justin.

My mom frowned as she looked at him, his parents did the same.

"Justin," scooter spoke calmly.
"You realize that, that you did better than I expected right? I don't know how you convinced Kendall to kiss you but you got it done! Whew!" Scooter threw his fist up into the air.

I looked over at Justin who had a smirk on his face.

"Wait what? What's going on?" I looked around the room and everyone was completely clueless except for Justin and scooter.
"I texted Justin to take you to the party and to hook up with Kendall, we didn't have the same type of hook up in mind but it still worked!"

"So this was apart of the contract? Why didn't we know about this?" I looked over at my mom who looked pissed.
"Well I knew you would never have allowed it, so I kept you out of it which made it look so much more real, you storming off and crying." Scooter sat next to Justin's parents and started to talk about only God knows what.

I felt terrible I talked about Justin's family for what he did and he didn't even have a choice, but why didn't he just tell me? Why wouldn't he just say he didn't have a choice. He was suppose to sleep with her but all he did was kiss her.
I looked at Justin with sadden eyes, his eyes met mine and his smirk went away before he got up and walked to the door.
"I have to be somewhere, are we done here?" Justin spoke as he held the door open.
"Uh yeah, unless you guys have any ideas or anything." Scooter looked over at my mom and I.

Should I tell everyone I'm pregnant? I turned around to look at Justin, I touched my stomach to see if he got the hint.
"I guess I'll leave than, there's nothing else important.. to talk about." Justin said as he looked me straight in the eye.
I broke away from his gaze and looked over at his parents.

I need to apologize.

"Justin wait!" I tried to catch up to him.
Thankfully he stopped in front of the elevators.
"Look, I'm really sorry for what I said. I was angry and confused and I said whatever I could to hurt you, I'm really sorry." I looked down as I slowly caught my breathe back.

"See maybe if I wasn't such a piece of shit I would accept the apology." He turned around and pushed the elevator button.
I grabbed his arm and turned him back towards me, "Justin I didn't mean that! I promise."

"You did mean it, what you said to me is something you've thought about before, you did mean it. You just didn't want to say it to my face. Don't worry Kylie, I won't be in your life or the babies. You're right, I'm not fit to be a dad but you are. So when our children get insecure just go tell them to get surgery." The door opened and Justin walked inside.

"Wow Justin," I bit my lip, I wanted to say more, to fight back but I can't do this alone I need Justin.
"I'm really and truly sorry for everything that I said, please don't just walk away from your babies." I got in the elevator with him. It got quiet as the doors closed.

"Kylie, who really needs me, the babies or you?" He turned to me, his eyebrows furrowed together.
"What do you mean?" I looked at him confused.

"You're begging me to come back into your life after all the shit I said about you and your family. That's your problem, you can't be alone or single rather if it's a real relationship or a fake one. Tyga treated you like shit and you kept going back no matter how many times he cheated you still went back. It's not the babies you're worried about, it's you."
The doors opened and Justin chuckled as he shook his head at me, he then walked out, leaving me there by myself to think about what he just said.

"You're right." I whispered to myself as I slowly walked out of the elevator and headed to my car.
He was right, I don't think Justin is fit to be a dad but yet I want him to be here. I just can't be alone.

I sat in my car as I continued to think about everything that Justin had said to me in the elevator. I can't believe It's taken me this long to realize it and for Justin to be the one to tell me that I'm scarred to be alone and that's why I needed tyga so much and that's why I need Justin to stay so badly, it wasn't for the children it was for me.

Wait no I'm not going to sit here and listen to what Justin is saying, even though he's kind of right. I don't know what to think or to listen to anymore.

Each day I regret signing the contract even more. This contract was the worst thing to happen to me. Now I'm pregnant by Justin, not with one baby but with two! What have I done to deserve to be knocked up by a douche bag like Justin?