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24- Baby Baby Baby

January 17, 2016, 23 weeks & 1 day

Kylie:

I'm now about 6 months pregnant and even more stressed out as i get closer and closer to my due date. Me and Stas decided to go out shopping to fill the very empty nursery.

"You know this would be so much easier if we knew what you where having. Having to shop for Neutral stuff isn't as fun." She picked up one of the stuffed giraffes and gave him a hug.

"Well I want to be surprised, trust me I want to know just as badly as the rest of you but why not spice things up." I shrugged my shoulders.
"We should look at furniture first before getting toys and decoration." I dragged her over to where the cribs are and had a smile on my face.

"So have you and Justin even talked?" The smile fades away as I left her side and walked to where the new born clothes were.
"No not since a couple of days after we were suppose to find out the gender, I just need to stay away from him. I already loss one baby due to the stress that he brought, I'm not trying to have things repeat themselves."

I picked up one of the newborn onesies and placed it on my belly as if my baby was wearing it.

"See its moments like this that Justin needs to be here for." She leaned against the table of clothes.

My phone started to vibrate and I rolled my eyes hoping it wasn't Justin, even though I missed him like crazy. By my surprise it was scooter sending me a text to meet him at his office ASAP.

"We'll have to continue this tomorrow, I have to get to scooters office." She nodded her head before leading the way out to the car.

Stas stayed behind as I wobbled into his office to see Justin texting on his phone and scooter beside him.

"What's going on?" I asked as I took a seat, placing my purse gently down on the glass table.
"You guys do realize you have a contract, you're a couple! You're suppose to be seen out together. No one has really seen you two out since that vacation you took a while back, you guys need to figure something out, now!" Scooter looked angry as if there was something else really and truly bothering him.

I just nodded my head not wanting to get into it, I grabbed my bag and headed for the elevator. I tried my hardest to close the door but Justin's foot stopped it from shutting. I gave him a quick fake smile before looking down at the ground.
I could feel his eyes on me, I looked over to see his eyes on my not so small belly. He let out a sigh before looking up at me,
"I guess we can go to the movies or something, we'll be seen together but won't have to worry about talking to each other." He broke the silence making sure to keep his gaze on his watch as his arms were crossed over his crotch.

I nodded my head gently, "sounds good." I bit my lip nervously as I looked over at him, his jaw was clenched and the veins on his hands were popping out, he was rubbing his thumb over his wrist. He looked so damn good
He looked over at me and caught my gaze on him and my lip being bitten, I quickly looked away nervously. It was getting hot and I just wanted to jump on him.

Thankfully the elevator door opened up causing me to race out of there and rush to my car where I let out a deep sigh causing Stas to raise her eyebrows at me.
"I'm just going to blame me wanting to jump all over Justin on the hormones." I sighed as I turned the car on and began to back out.
"So what did scooter want to talk to you about?" Stas spoke up as we drove back home.

"Oh um, he just wanted to know if me and Justin were okay and if I was really going through to get full custody." I couldn't tell her the truth and it broke my heart.
"Well are you planning on getting full custody?"
I shrugged my shoulders as I kept my eyes on the road "I don't know. Justin hasn't proven to me that he'll be a good dad or that he's even responsible enough to raise a baby so I guess we'll have to see."

"Hey ky, the little baby crib is here." Jor greeted me and Stas at the door.
"No way!" I smiled as I attempted to run to the empty room that would become the baby's room.
I saw the big box that the crib came in and got even more excited for the baby's arrival.

"We for sure need to paint the baby's room, it needs to be a neutral color. I want it to have a calm and chill vibe in here you know?" Stas nodded her head as she looked at the crib.
"Um who do you think is going to put this together, this is usually when the baby daddy would step in but you know.." She looked at me and at jor.

"I'll figure it out, I don't need Justin okay?" They both looked at each other and gave me sympathetic eyes causing me to roll my eyes.
"I'm going to grab a few of the toys I bought for the baby a few days ago." I just needed to be away from them and get some fresh air.

On my way out to the car, I saw Justin walking back to his.
"Justin? What are you doing here?" He stopped and let out a sigh before turning around and facing me.
"Well I came to pick you up for that movie date and I heard you talking to your friends."
"I'm not going to say sorry if that's what you're wanting. I meant what I said, I don't need you for anything Justin after this year is up it'll be just me and the baby and for you well you can go back to your eventful life."

Justin said nothing for a while before nodding his head while backing up to his car.
He gave me a thumbs up before he got into his car.
I watched him for a bit before rolling my eyes and grabbing the toys from my car. I heard him speed off as I closed my front door.
I let out a sigh before taking the toys up to the baby's room and sitting them down. Earning looks from my two best friends.

"I just ran into Justin." They both nodded their heads and shrugged causing me to raise my eyebrows.
"So what's next?" Jor spoke up.
"I don't know what else do I need? I feel like I have so much time to plan but then again I feel like I don't have any time at all and its really stressing me out." I leaned my head against the wall. "There's so much to do and I have no idea what I'm doing or what to do!"
"Calm down, see it's times like this that you need your man by your side.." She stood next to me and calmed me down by giving my lower back a rub.
"I'm not apologizing to him just because I'm a little stressed out!"
"A little? Ky you've been crying so much lately, are you really that mad at him to where you'd risk your other child's life over not wanting to make peace with him?"
My hands wrapped around my belly as Stas stood on the other side of me with worried eyes, she was right. I don't want to loose my baby due to the same stuff. I need to act like a grown up and make up with Justin for the baby's sake and health.
"I hate when you two are right." I smiled at them.