Me and the Player

Me and the Player - Chapter 20

Previously:

So i hoped with every ounce i had that she loved me, and when i got back to her i swear, id never let her go, id hold her so tight, mumble nonscenes in her ear, kiss her, show her how much she means to me.

I mnot sure how im coping right now, yes, it has only been an hour maybe since i woke up, but an hour without amy is only just tolerable.

I didnt know where i was, and the fact t hat i could be on the other side off the world, meant it could be weeks, even months before i was back with Amy.

I just want to go back, the way we were, before the stupid wolf attacked me..

Chapter 20.

Amelias POV.

2 weeks.

It had been 2 whole weeks since id last seen Jace, and thought i knew he'd come back, a part off me still worried that he wouldnt, that maybe he'd realise how un-significant i am compared to him, how im just a hyper girl who goes crazy over smurfs, and he's a god, beautifull, and allthough once a player, now the kindest guy id ever met.

I had gone to school as usual, acted asif i was fine, but as soon as id arrived home, id burst out crying hiding my face against my pillow sobbing Jace's name hoping that maybe he'd just randomly appear and take me into his arms and tell me everything would be fine.

But it wasnt.

For all i knew, he could off been dead, that guy might not have saved him, but for some reason, when that guy had asked me to trust him, i did, i trusted him with Jace's life, and hoped that right now, Somewhere Jace was looking for me, staring up at the dark stary sky.

My mother had worried about me, id just told her i was fine, she didnt believe me, off course, but she let it go, not wanting to get me more upset.

And as for Chloe, i couldnt even hide the truth, once my eyes met hers the day after Jace had left i burst out crying, she took my out off school and back to her house, and there i explained everything to her, she didnt seem as worried as i thought she would be, she'd just hugged me and promised me everything would be okay.

I wanted to believer her when she said this, but i just couldnt.

So her i sat, leaning against my window ledge, myw indow wide open as the cold wind blew into my bedroom sending shivers up my spine, i didnt care that it was cold, this had became a habit ever since Jace had gone, sitting ony my window ledge staring blankly at the empty forest as the wind rocked the tree's.

''Jace..'' I sighed running a hand through my hair, i just had to say his name every know and then to remind myself he wa real, not a dream, i was thankfull i still had chloe, otherwise i would seriously start ot believe that Jace was a dream, a little piece off my imagination creating the guy id always wanted.

Knock knock..

I sighed, my mother had decided that checking on me every night before i went to sleep was a must do, she had began treating me like a little child, constantly checking up on me, making sure i was okay.

''Come on..''

I heard the door open and my mothers footsteps as they approached me but i didnt move my eyes from the forest, ''Amelia..'' My mum whispered placing a hand on my shoulder, i turned my head to her and smiled warmly.

I placed my hand ontop off hers, ''Mum, im fine, seriouosly.''

She sighed, ''I worry about you.'' She rubbed her hand soothingly up and down on my shoulder, i felt my eyes prickle with tears, i blinked them away before she noticed.

''You dont need to mum, Im fine.''

''I know hunny, sleep well.''' She leaned over pecking my cheek before heading out off my bedroom, closing the door behind her.

I rested my head against the wall behind me and let my eyes drift once again to the forest, wishing so badly that Jace would just walk out, staring at me, i knew he wouldnt, but i could just imagine his wolf form walking out off the forest his dark eyes staring straight into mine.

''Come back Jace..'' I whispered into the breeze, i waited a few seconds, hopelessly, waiting for him to walk out off the forest.

When nothing appeared, i sighed climbing off the window ledge shutting the window and walking towards my bed.

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Jaces POV.

I was close to giving up, i had been wandering this endless forest for 2 weeks, and it was becoming unbearable.

I glanced up at the sky watching as the stars sparkled, i missed amy, so much.

I hoped she hadnt lost faith in me, she should know me well enough to know i would try my hardest to find her, even if it meant climbing the highest mountain, crossing a sea full off sharks, for amy, id do it.

I was still in my wolf form, and i was sure once i phased into my human form id have to take some time to get used to it again.

Sighing, i dropped on the ground laying my head against the floor staring up at the stars, i wondered if amy was doing the same.

It would probaly make me feel slightly better if she was, im not sure if id ever been this depressed before, this girl had me hooked and id be wiling to do anything for her, now all i had to do was get her back..

I howled lifting my head up, listening as it echoed around the forest, i had to be close to her.. it wasnt fair. Why was the world such a cruel place?

Once i am back with Her it will just prove nothing can seperate us, Nothing.

Glancing up at the stars one last time, i lay my head down once again closing my eyes tightly, images off Amy filling my head, my eyes burned as the tears filled them, but i ingored it slowly falling to sleep, wishing that amy was beside me, wrapped in my arms.

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