unexpected - b.w.s

27. Ludo

Unexpected - Chapter 27

(Brad's P.O.V)

"You know what i mean, Bradley. I saw you and Amy today, in the hallway making out. You said you weren't a couple. You said you didn't even like her that way." Maggie said, with teary eyes.

All of this only because Amy is way too keen. She's to eager and attention-demanding.

"I'm so sorry Mag... I really am." I said.

"I thought you cared about me." She said, as a strap of hair fell in front of her eyes, but she didn't mind.

"Baby.." I said softly. I was just about to go over, and hug her, but she just pushed me away.

I wanted to make her feel better, I wanted to hug her, embrace her, comfort her.

But I couldn't. She wouldn't let me.

"Save it Bradley, I don't want to hear any of your bullshit. Please just... stay away from me" She yelled at me.

I could feel the anger fill me up. How dare she to talk to me like that?

And it was now I said the thing to her that I shouldn't have said.

"You know what I fucking think?
I think you are jealous, and you couldn't handle me, making out with another girl, cause babe, I know you want me.
But I can get any fucking girl I want, and you are just another girl, so when i'm done with you, i could just write you on that long list of sluts i've fucked. So don't flatter yourself by saying that, darling."

She looked suprised at what I just said. But why wouldn't she be?

But i wasn't exactly lying. I mean; that was my intention in the first place. At first, I just talked to her, because I wanted her for sex.
But Then I acctually started caring about her. When she cried in front of me, I had the urge to just comfort her. I felt bad about her.

I watched her walk away, with tears sreaming down her face, but this time I didn't feel guilty. I felt relieved. I didn't have to think about her anymore. She just confused me. Not that she was confusing, it was just more me, that was getting confused of what I wanted from her.

But on the other side, I liked her company. She's not really the type I hang out with, but..

It is like something just keep dragging me to her again. I don't know what it is. Normally I would just fuck girls, and Then forget about them. Not that i've fucked her, but normally I don't really talk to other girls when I don't want them for sex.

And it really annoyed me when Amy keep talking to me. Like she thought we were a couple afterwards. We had something like a while ago, and when I say something; I mean sex.
So yeah, that was a mistake in the first place, and Then she just kept on telling people that we were a couple, just because she wanted to be popular. And I kept letting her say that. But i really shouldn't.
I don't fucking want a girlfriend.

I did not want her ugly fucking Barbie pink lipsticky lips, that didn't even kiss that well.
Maggie on the other hand.. She could kiss. It was totally different to kiss Maggie, when you were used to kiss girls, that just also wanted you for sex. They were to... Much, I guess.
But I don't think Maggie like ever kissed someone before. She was too gentle, too innocent.
Also because she is clearly a Virgin.

I open up the door to my house, hoping that no one was home, and by that, I mean; hoping that Van isn't home. Cause my mother is barely never home.

"Bradley!" I hear her Call in excitement. I rolled my eyes.

Normally you wouldn't let 6 year olds being home alone. But she have to. She's also used to it by now.

"Do you wanna play a boardgame?" She asked.

"No, not today Van." I tried to be nice.

"Please Bradley. It's so long ago." She whined like a baby.
Well she is kind of like a baby.

"No, Van! Fucking listen to what I'm saying!" I shouted.

The she started crying. Like she always did, when she didn't get what she wanted.

I groaned again, at her childish behavior.

"Sorry, Vanessa. I didn't mean it like that. We can play a game if you want." I said, bending down hugging her tightly. "You want that?" I asked, and looked at her, gently brushing her hair.

"Yes!" She giggled. Ugh, I just hated it when she was fake crying.
She were just so fucking childish.

"Pick one, i'll be right back." I went up to my room, throwing my bag on my bed.

I couldn't stop thinking about Maggie. How I hurt her.

It was like everytime she was sad, the only thing I wanted, was to comfort her.

I couldn't help it. I guess that I am used to comfort my sister when ever she is feeling down. It's just something I am used to.

Without even thinking about it, I dial her number, but it just instantly ends, signaling she hung up on me.

"Fuck!" I growled, as I throw my phone in my bed aswell.

"Brad!" She called. I sighed, and Then came down to her.

"So," I said grabbing a pear. "What did you choose?"

She showed me the game, she always chosed. Ludo. How the fuck did she not get tired of that shitty game?

"Again, really? It's boring as fuck." I complained.

"No it is not boring, as fuck." She answered.

"Don't swear, Van." I said sternly. I always tried to stop swearing when I was with her. She shouldn't learn to swear. Not at that age.

"But you do all the time." She said, like it was okay.

"So what? Just don't do it alright?"

She just looked down. "Do you wanna go first?" I asked.

"Yeah!" She grinned, starting the game.