unexpected - b.w.s

58. Late night talks

My teeth chattered. That's how cold it was. Bradley didn't think it was as freezing as I did. His body temperature was surprisingly comforting. Not warm, but just a little snug. I took on my clothes from before, and so did he, but our underwear just got it wet. The chilly wind only made it worse.

I was laying with my head on his chest, while we just were laying on the sand. But I honestly didn't care about all the grains of sands. Again, I had no idea what I was doing. But that's what I wanted to learn - not to worry about everything all the time, and just go with whatever happens. I knew that wasn't gonna be like that forever, but for now, I liked it.

"I still haven't forgiven you, you know that right?" I said quietly. He brushed my hair with his hand, making me feel tired.

"Mmh, I know." He mumbled. "I'm just waiting 'til you do so."

I cracked a small smile. "What makes you think I am?" I questioned him. He didn't answer right away.

"I know you are, because of three things," he started. "One, everything's more exciting with me. You know that." He looked down at me, but I didn't catch his eye. "Two, you laying here on a beach with no other than me to give you company."

He breathed out before talking again. "Three, you kissed back, and you liked my lips on yours. I'm sure you want to feel them against yours again."

"What a confidence you have." I rolled my eyes.

He chuckled lightly. "You just don't wanna admit it."

And he was probably right. I liked it, but my mouth was still shut.

"Can I ask you something?" I asked silently. I tried to make my eyes stay open, but it was hard. Especially with his fingers caressing my still damp hair.

"Of course."

"What was going on between you and Amy?"

"You really wanna know?" He asked. I just nodded.

"Okay fuck... uh as I said I was making money for sex. So Amy wanted to pay me for sex, and for having me as her boyfriend. She didn't want me as person, only as a lable. But I said yes because I really needed the money." Bradley said slowly.

It was starting to get really dark, so dark you couldn't see anything. It was scary, but I didn't say anything about it, I just layed here with him, trying not to think about it.

"So uhm, ever since we started on that, she's been obnoxiously keen. I told her we weren't a couple, but she still wanted to pay me for sex. I haven't seen her in a long time though."

I didn't know what to say, so I just kept quiet. His chest was slowly going up and down, because of his breathing.

"Tell me the things people say about me." He suddenly said softly but serious.

"I thought you didn't care what people thought about you?" I looked up at him.

He didn't look at me though. He was staring up at the sky, filled up with sparkling stars. "I couldn't care less what other people thinks, but I care what you think. Tell me the rumors, I'll let you know if they're true or not."