A Player Felt Love (A Justin Bieber Fanfiction)

Chapter 6: We're Through..

(Femke’s P.O.V)

“Hey Justin!” I said in a cheerful tone the moment he picked up. Weird, he only hummed in reply. “So? What are you up to at the moment?” I finished, resting with my back on the bed, smiling to myself.

“None of your business, Femke” he muttered. Knowing he’s a mean guy, I shrugged it off and continued talking.

“Okay” I stretched the word, “Umm, I just called to ask how you are, after what happened in the morning. Is everything alright?” I asked, playing with my fingers.

“No” he simply, but harshly, stated.

“Why? What happened?” I asked.

“You happened” he said coldly. My eyes brows furrowed as I stared at my hands in confusion, not getting his point.

“W-What do you mean?” I question, not having a clue.

“You seriously love fucking people’s life, don’t you Femke?” he sarcastically chuckled, making the smile from my face fall as a hurt and confused expression took over my face.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about, Justin.” I replied, my voice shaking a bit. I hated how weak I turned when people snapped at me.

“Do me a favor and show this fake drama to someone else, please. Femke, you ruined EVERYTHING!” he said, his voice raising a bit with every word he said

“Me?”

“Yeah you! Do you have ANY IDEA how much things are messed up right now?! Me and Chaz got into a fight because of you!” he yelled fully this time, not caring how harsh he sounded or even what he was saying.

“What? Why? Why’d you fight?” I asked, still not raising my voice. I didn’t like talking loud. I had a bad past with loud voices. I’ll tell you later.

“He was telling me how I should ‘care for you’ and ‘take you seriously’ and all that shit! I’ve had a lot of girls in my life and not even ONE affected me and my guys! But YOU showed up! After that fight I left the house and ran to my own! Big mistake, because I saw Jeremy on top of another slut! My mom got hurt! Jeremy left us for that whore! My mom hates me! And it’s ALL TORN! IT’S ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT, FEMKE!?” he yelled on top of his lungs. I cringed at the harshness of his voice as some sobs escaped my mouth following with some tears brimming at my eyes. I clutched onto the phone tightly as I let some tears out, not believing he was actually saying that. But I stayed quiet. This was a big shock for me but I didn’t want to make this harder for anyone of us. So staying quiet was the best answer.

There was complete silence for a while. The only sound that could be heard was of my sobs and Justin’s hard breathing. The environment was emotional, tensed, and cruel. None of us speaking because it was hard to break the silence. For me, I didn’t want anyone to speak. I just wanted to wake up from this horrible nightmare. And for Justin, I didn’t really know what he wanted. Maybe he wanted everything to be over. But I, definitely, didn’t want that. I wanted him to be a part of my life.

“Okay” finally Justin broke the silence, sighing loudly, “I’m gonna get this straight for once and for all.” He stayed quiet for a while, and then continued again. “Femke, we just met today. And this is the only time we ever met……..or will ever meet. Don’t call me ever again. If you do, you don’t know what I’m capable of” my eyes widened as he said this. “Don’t interfere in my life, or in my personal matters. Stay away from me, my friends, and my family. Just don’t try to ‘help me’ because you’re not helping. You’re only fucking things up more. I don’t wanna hear ONE WORD from you ever again! And you and I will stay away, AS FAR AS WE CAN, from each other! Get that in your mind and DON’T CONTACT ME ever again! Goodbye!” with that he shut the phone. I gasped as the phone slid from my hands and fell onto my lap. I started sobbing uncontrollably. I still couldn’t believe it was all real. So much can happen in just one day, I could never imagine. Not even in my wildest dreams.

I collapsed on the bed, crying my heart out. For once in my life I just wanted to fit in, to help someone, to be their rock and their shoulder to cry on. I wanted to be the reason Justin didn’t feel pain, but instead he became the reason of my pain. And I could never forgive him for this.

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