Chapter 24: Confessions

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(George’s P.O.V)

I stood in front of Vanessa’s house, ringing the bell for the third time. No one came.

I rang again. This time, I heard a couple of noises from the inside of the house.

“Coming” a girl choked out. She seemed like she was crying.

This could only be Vanessa.

I held my breath, closed my eyes, and started praying. I wanted this to go right.

The moment the door opened and Vanessa took a glimpse of me, her eyes widened and she tried to shut the door on my face but I stuck my foot in the way, preventing her to do so.

“Vanessa, please just listen to me!” I begged, trying to open the door.

“What do you want?!” she yelled. Her grip on the door got tighter as she tried to push it harder.

“I just want you to listen! Please!” I pleaded and she let the door open, making me fall.

“Spit it out and then leave!” she yelled, pointing towards the door. I quickly got up, patted my clothes and looked at her.

“Listen, Vanessa, I know you hate me. You’re extremely mad at me. And you should be! You have the whole right to be mad at me! I know, but I really need you in my life-” she interrupted me by dryly chuckling.

“You need me in your life? Didn’t seem like it back then” she choked out. I shook my head.

“I know, that’s because I was immature back then!  All I did was play around, I never took anything seriously! I know I messed up and I hurt you a LOT and trust me, I’m paying back now! Ever since you walked out of my life, I’ve felt nothing but guilty! Guilty and messed up! Everything had fallen apart ever since you left! All those memories we had after school, in school, at prom, on our dates, our late night conversations are killing me! Trust me, not one day has passed by when I didn’t think of you. I keep re-reading out old conversations on texts and messages. I keep replaying the voicemails you sent me. I keep looking at our old pictures, videos, and stupid sketching we drew. It kills me. A lot!” I explain as I cried. This was one of the hardest moments of my life.

She stared at me for a while, tears gathered up in her eyes and she shed some of them, sobbing. She wiped a bit of tears away and looked back at me.

“How am I supposed to believe you? How am I supposed to know these aren’t those cliché lines you used to throw at me back then?” she asked, sobbing.

“You can trust me now, Vanessa. I promise you. That time I lost you was the worst time of my life and I swear I’ve learnt my lesson! I am not the same George anymore. Time has changed me a lot. YOU have changed me a lot” I replied, wiping away some tears of mine.

“I-I don’t know..” she trailed off, shaking her head as she turned around but I grabbed her hand and made her turn around.

“Please believe me. I’ll gain your trust no matter what it takes. You’re literally my reason to smile, now. I can’t imagine a day without you now. These aren’t those cliché lines and fake promises I did back then. These are real. Ask Femke, she knows” I told her. Her gaze shifted to mine.

“That girl who was with you at the park?” she asked as I nodded. “I thought she was-”

“No, she isn’t my girlfriend. She’s my friend. More like a sister. She knows what type of a mess I was without you around. And I want you to meet her” I replied. She sighed, looked down and thought for a while. And then she nodded. Exhaling a sigh of relief as I thanked her.

(Justin’s P.O.V)

“Are you sure she said six? I think we came a little earlier” Chaz mumbled, staring at his watch as he asked.

“Yeah I’m sure. You think I’d not pay attention while talking to Femke?” I asked. He shook his head as he smirked.

“Mate, she needs to arrive fast. I kind of have something to do” he tried to say in a british accent. But, FAIL.

“What?” I asked.

“Nothing. Just something.” He replied, turning away. I didn’t waste much time in asking him why because the moment he turned around, my eyes fell on a figuring entering the park from behind Chaz. It was Femke.

Now that she has called me here, I was started to lose the balls of talking to her.

ANNOUNCEMENT: Listen up people! My exams are coming and they are my SERIOUS ones. Like, I HAVE to study hard for these! So either my updates will be hella late OR I might end this story in a while. So, the end might be near. Get that? So just comment whether you guys agree with this :)

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