"Why can't you just for once give us a try? Why do you have to be so negative about us? We loved each other-" I was interrupted as he vigorously slammed his hand on the table, making the vase fall down and smash into pieces as I gasped, instantly regretting ever talking about this.
He turned around, his eyes showing fury and hate as he took a few steps towards me. My heart beating rapidly in my ribcage as I took a few steps back, my hands coming up in front of me as if they held some protection from him.
Just as my back hit the wall, he placed one hand on my right side, resting along the wall as he glared in my eyes, making fear rise up to my throat as he spat. "Don't ever mention us again. Don't ever think I'll ever give this shit a try. Don't get your hopes high on this topic. Because nor there is, nor was, nor ever will be any us." was the last thing he said as he angrily pulled his hand back from the wall, shooting one last angry glare at me, turned around to storm towards the door and slammed the door behind himself as he took out for the club.
My sight went blurry as tears gathered up in my eyes, knowing I was trying so hard and he couldn't care less. I sighed deeply and let my head rest along the wall as I slid down to the floor, hugging my knees and bringing closer to my chest as I flopped my head onto them and started practically bawling my eyes out for another night in the two horrible months of my life in this mansion.
[This was the teaser of The Paid Off Wedding.]
Continuing with A Player Felt Love.
(Femke's P.O.V)
"I can't believe you'd keep this from us! Do you know how fucking stressed we've been because of this? Because of you?" Sonia asked, gritting her teeth as I gazed at her. I sat on the chair in front of the table in the kitchen and everyone took a place somewhere in the room after Vanessa disclosed the whole secret about the results.
I was still pissed at the way they were talking to me, as if I was a traitor. "Well, I'm sorry if I stressed you out but the last time I checked, I never asked any of you to care."
"DAMN IT, WE DO CARE!" she slammed her hand on the table in rage as I jumped a bit because of the action, looking at her in shock. "And you telling us not to wouldn't fucking make a difference!"
"Why the heck am I obliged to tell you everyth-"
"Don't even bullshit me with that crap." She muttered in aggression.
"Hey, cool down." Christian gestured to Sonia. "Things can't be settled this way."
"The way she's defending herself, you fucking think anything can be solved? The way she's treating us all?"
"Why the hell are you backfiring everything at me?! You're-" she interrupted me again.
"Because it is your fault! You are being a complete bitch towards us and the only reason I've been quiet is because everyone has been fucking tell me that you've gone through enough for me to pull this crap-"
"Then why are you pulling this crap?!" I yelled.
At this point, I wanted to push everything and everyone away. I wanted to get rid of this whole drama in my life and I wanted to live without any stress. My mind would explode any moment and these people were the main reason. I wanted to kick everyone out of my life and start over new, this life was pathetic.
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A Player Felt Love (A Justin Bieber Fanfiction)
Fanficthe good & the hood just can't not end up in a disaster
