A Player Felt Love (A Justin Bieber Fanfiction)

Chapter 5: All Your Fault

(Justin’s P.O.V)

“Wow..” Christian muttered while all three of them, Ryan, Chaz, and Christian himself, stared at me in shock as I retold them the whole incident that happened with Femke. After whatever happened, she got a billion calls from her mum to unpack the rest of the things so she had to go. Meanwhile, I came to Chaz’s house.

I looked at their expression in confusion, waiting for them to say something.

“Soo?” I asked, encouraging them to go on, “Aren’t you gonna say something?”

“This- it’s so new. So…...weird” Ryan whispered out in a shocked way. Chaz stayed quiet.

“Why is it so shocking for you all? You’re overreacting” I muttered as I took out my phone and started checking my messages while laying on Chaz’s bed.

“We’re overreacting? No, Justin! This IS new! It IS shocking! A girl helped you! Girl’s never help you! It’s obvious she cares about you!” Christian argued, taking the phone from my hands as I got straight up. I was about to protest to get my phone back but Ryan interrupted me.

“She cares about you, Justin! Don’t take it so cool! Care for her! It’s something shocking to say but she actually knows you better than us! She’s a keeper, man.” Ryan said, pacing back and forth around the room. Finally, snapping himself out of this shock, Chaz got up from his chair and spoke up.

“She likes you, Justin. It may be a little crush but it can escalate quickly. Yes, she knows how to handle you. But, she doesn’t know the real you. She doesn’t know that we’re players. She doesn’t know our past. She doesn’t know how many girls we have played with. She just saw you in a broken state and helped you. Honestly, if I was in your place, I would be disgusted by myself.” Chaz muttered, storming out of the room. I got furious on this. I shot up from my bed and followed him outside.

“Excuse me?!” I said through gritted teeth as I grabbed his arm and vigorously shook him around, making him stumble. Ryan and Christian followed us and pulled me back.

“What? Aren’t you disgusted by yourself? A girl saved YOUR LIFE and you’re taking it SOO cool?! She’s your lifesaver, Justin! You owe her! You can’t just sit around, saying WE’RE overreacting! Tell me, did ANY other girl in your life talked to you about your life rather than about your bed?! Did ANY of them cared to know what you’ve been through? I bet not even one of them know your whole name!” Chaz yelled at my face. I opened my mouth to fight back, to protest, and to argue. But nothing came out. He was right. But that didn’t change my mind one bit.

“You know, you should stop acting like the boss of me all the fucking time Chaz! I’m so fucking out of here!” I yelled as I grabbed my jacket and stormed out of the house. We’ve handle this before. There were so many girls who enter and left our lives. Not even one girl created even a little argument in between us. Except for once when this girl, who was pretty curvy, entered our way. All of us were fighting on who gets to have her in his bed first. I won. But that was just a little argument. Femke changed the whole mindset of Chaz! He didn’t care about how I looked at her! He didn’t care that I was still the old Justin. He cared that Femke was into me and cared about me. He was afraid that I might hurt her. But, why was he? He was always one of us. Or maybe it wasn’t Femke that changed him. He was being distant since a couple of days before Femke even entered our lives. I still didn’t understand who changed Chaz. He never discussed it. What made him such a ‘gentlemen’ all of a sudden?

As soon as I was away from Chaz’s house, I had no clue where to go. I just got into a fight with my best buddy. Christian and Ryan were at Chaz’s place. I had a fight with my parents. No one of my family, like my uncles or aunts, lived near and even if they did, I wouldn’t go to their house even if it was the last thing I did. All the girls that ever entered in my life weren’t going to give me a shelter anyways. There was no way I was going to Femke’s house. So I guess I was staying on the road.