A Player Felt Love (A Justin Bieber Fanfiction)

Chapter 16: Why?

*Three Months Later*

(Justin's P.O.V)

I high-fived Christian as he cracked more jokes about everything that recently happened three months ago.

Time went by fast.

We discussed about whatever happened there and couldn't help but laugh our asses off at the thought that I broke my own record. Seriously, how cool am I?

"And she thought she could change you!" Christian joked as we chuckled. Yeah, we are shameless.

"Justin, what did you do?!" I heard mom yelled as she entered the house. She went out with some friends for lunch and came back fuming. Maybe she had another fight with her friends.

I got up from my place and looked at her confused, "What do you mean?" I asked, not getting her point.

"Don't act innocent with me! What happened between you and Femke?" she sternly asked, glaring into my eyes.

"I-I don't know what you're talking about" I lied hesitantly as I turned around and flopped myself back on the couch.

"Oh you know EXACTLY what I'm talking about! Now spit it out, mister!" she yelled, walking up to me and standing in front of me with her hands on her hips.

"Mom I don't know, okay?" I snapped, taking out my phone. But before I could check anything, she took it from my hands.

"Don't ignore me and answer!" she yelled at me. I looked up at her for a while, then angrily sighed and got up to leave the room before she grabbed my hand and made me turn around.

"We're just gonna get going. Goodbye, Ms Mallette. See ya around, Justin" Christian said as all of them left. Leaving us behind alone. I turned from Christian and looked at mom, her gaze fixed on me as she examined my featured.

"You used her, didn't you?" she asked in a low voice, but her eyes showed anger. "You had sex with her, didn't you?" she added, making my gaze shift to her from the ground. Her grip on my hand loosened as she saw the look of guilt over me. She tensely sighed as she turned around, running a hand in her hair. "What am I going to do?" she whispered to herself.

"Wh-what happened, mom?" I hesitated. She turned to look her me, her face filled with tension.

"What happened? You're asking me what happened?" she growled, making me avoid any eye contact with her. "She left, Justin. She's leaving Canada today" she muttered, slowly sitting down. Tears started to gather up in her eyes. "How could you do this to her? How could you ruin her life like that? She was a virgin, for God's sake! She gave you her dignity! Why did you even do this in the first place?" she said as some tears streamed down her face. My eyes started getting watery as well. Why was this affecting me so much?

"Sh-she's leaving?" I asked in shock.

"Yes" mom choked, wiping away some tears as she sobbed in her hands. I rested my hand on her shoulder, but before I could rest it there, she slapped it away. "Don't touch me" she muttered, getting up and walking up to her room.

I fucked up real bad.

For a while I sat there, sobbing in my hands. What was going on in this world? How could I make such a big mistake? I just did all that just for fifty dollars? Not even thinking about what could happen after that? Not even thinking how up disappointed mom would be with me? Not even thinking how much I'd let Femke down? Just for fifty fucking dollars?

I got up from my spot and ran out of my house, getting in my car as I reversed it and rushed it down the road. The only airport where she could've been by now was the Ontario International Airport which was the nearest to our house. But, what if she had already left? Or maybe her flight was late? I didn't care. I just had to get there as soon as possible.

After continuously driving for about fifteen minutes, I finally arrived at the airport. I got out of the car, slamming the door behind myself as I ran inside the airport, looking around for any sign of Femke. I went to the ticket buying section, she wasn't there. Then I ran to the waiting area, she wasn't there. My heart started pounding with the fear that she might be gone. Fear overcame me as I searched impatiently around for her. I ran to the boarding section. I spotted this similar blonde haired girl standing in the queue, waiting for her turn to pass the tube and go inside the plane. A happy gasp escaped my lips as the pulse of my heart got louder and it was a burst of energy, running towards her and yelling her name.

"Femke!" I yelled, making her turn around and so did everyone else. I kept running till I was close to her and then slowly stopped, gasping for air as I looked at her.

"Justin?" she asked in confusion, dropping her bags as she stepped out of the line, slowly walking up to me. "What are you doing here?" she added.

"I came here to meet you" I breathed out, gathering air so I could speak properly.

"Why?" she asked coldly.

"Femke, listen-"

"If you're to stop me, then please go" she spoke, her hands crossed against her chest.

"Femke.." I breathed, "Please. Whatever happened was my mistake. Stop making other suffer it. Do you have any idea how much pain you're causing to the people back home who care for you?" I asked, walking up to her.

"Oh, so you see the pain I'm causing the people behind but you can't see the pain you caused me? Wow, so mature, Justin" she dryly chuckled as she turned around to leave but I grabbed her hand.

"You're crazy!" I argued, not believing she was actually leaving Canada.

"You're crazy for doing what you did!" she argued back as she turned around and shrugged her hand out of my grip. "Don't expect me to stay, I already warned you!" she added.

"Femke, are you serious? Okay, I'll leave! I'll leave Canada forever! But just you don't leave! Please, it's gonna kill me living here alone with all the people blaming me for everything!" I said as I ran to catch up with her as she walked back to the queue.

"Good. You need it." she stated as she gave her boarding pass to the man who was standing there as he checked it and let her in.

"Femke, ple-"

"I hope you find someone better who can actually change you, cause it was never me and sadly, can never even be. Goodbye, Justin." were her last words as she picked her bags up and went inside the plane. Not looking back or waving. She just left.

I stood dead in my tracks, defeated. I just let her go.

"No.." I whispered in shock. How could I let this all happen?

I watched her figure walk inside the plane and then disappear as she took her turn in her cabin. This was the last time I saw her. And now, I was starting to reminisce.

Why now? Why when everything's fallen apart? Why not just a few seconds earlier?

Why?

SORRY for the late update! Exams JUST finished and I couldn't come up with an idea to continue the story! Okay, so here it is! Let me know what you think about it! Vote + comment! :D xx love you!

-himo :D