Chapter 53: I Heart You

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I'm SOOO sorry for the late update but you'll see it was worth it! Thank you for your patience. I love you!

(Femke's P.O.V)

'Please- please don't reject me this time.' his line kept crossing my mind, not letting me think about anything except about forgiving him.

I wanted to. I really did. But I just couldn't trust him anymore. He hurt me. Not just once or twice. Multiple times. And it's hard. It's hard to build your faith after so much, just to watch it break again. I didn't have the ability to trust him again. It was partially impossible for me.

"Femmy demmy! How's my little bitch?" Sonia chirped, sitting next to me with such enthusiasm that made me cease my eyes at her.

"May bitch be your ass! What happened?" I turned to her, suspicious about her sudden happiness.

Don't get me wrong, may she be happy forever and always. But she has just been having so many problems with Ryan that she didn't even have any time to smile.

I'm glad she was now.

But.. why?

"What do you mean 'what happened'? Can't I be happy for once? Geez. Chill out, Femke."

"I'm just asking. Answer in a humane way for once, bruv."

"You're not British, Femke. Shut it." she playfully winked at me by which I knew she was mocking me.

"I'm happy being Belgian." I smirked, punching her shoulder.

"Let's not escalate this playful fight to a stage where we shit stereotypical crap on each others face." she said, making me burst into fits of laughter.

"You're- oh God!"

People at times get offended when she talks about these stereotypical crap. But being her close friends, we know her well enough to know she's like that. She's not a stereotype. She just likes to argue with us on these topics.

"C'mon, now! Tell me what's going on between you and Justin. With all that drama, I'm sure to turn wild in a while. Quit the suspense!" she said.

"Sonia," I whined, not really in the mood to talk about it.

"Ryan and I talked it over."

"WHAT?!"

"Now, your turn."

"No, no, no, no, no! You tell me, what exactly happened? How did you agree on giving him another chance?" This was totally uncalled for because in the morning I remember her speaking about how much Ryan's presence is making her want to vomit.

"I know what you're thinking. What I said in the morning." she stated, making an unnoticed smile break on my face.

"Well..?"

"And all I gotta say is; people change, Femke, people change. I mean, he deserved another chance. Though I didn't give him one." she pouted, giggling as I widened my eyes at her.

"Then what exactly did you talk through?" I asked.

"He wanted another chance. I said that wasn't possible. He said at least as a friend. I thought over it, gave him a tough time, and then said yes. So, yeah. That's all."

"Must be tough for you."

"A pain in the ass. I just wanted it to end, like, all the drama. By the way, it's ironic how all three of us fell for jackasses, got out hearts broken by them, and now they're all after us. I mean, how cliche. They should make a movie about us!"

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