A Player Felt Love (A Justin Bieber Fanfiction)

Chapter 28: Love & Sacrifices

(Justin’s P.O.V)

“You’re just screwing things up more and more, Justin” Ryan sighed, shaking his head as he rested back on his chair, rubbing his eyes.

“I know” I replied gloomily, running my hands through my hair as I sighed. Rethinking everything, I realized that I really am making all this harder for her. If I want us to be normal again and this guilt to get out of me, then I have to lend her the time she needs. I have to understand her point of view and have to give her, her space. But instead, I’m just pushing things more on her. It’s like- it’s like I’m forcing my opinion on her. I’m being the same person I was back in Ontario.

“So, now what? You’re just gonna go to her and ask her about her answer?” he asked, making it sound obvious. He was angry. Obviously, who wouldn’t be angry after hearing this?

“Of course not, of course not” I said, shaking my head as I rubbed my eyes tiredly. I was extremely tired. Of everything. Of the fact that things were going as expected. Of the fact that I was being nothing less than a jerk. Of the fact that-

“Chaz’s calling, dude” Ryan interrupted my thoughts, pointing at the phone kept next to me which was on silent so I couldn’t really hear the bell.

“Hello?” I asked gloomily as I rested the phone next to my ear.

“We are all jerks” he stated.

“I know. But since when did you realize that?” I giggled dryly and coldly.

“Since thirty minutes ago! Sonia called me and told me that the reason Hareem broke up with me was because she was scared that she was being the wall between our friendship. She didn’t want us to break this friendship that we had ever since we were kids. She just- she broke up!” he explained.

“So, wait. You’re telling me that Hareem, that girl who crushed you, broke up with you because of us? She’s just blaming it all on us?” I asked, raising my voice as I looked over at Ryan who, after listening to the topic, sat straight and looked at me with his eyebrows raised.

“It’s not about the blame, Justin! It’s about the fact that we treated that girl like shit when all she wanted was for us to remain forever! Open up your mind a bit, dude! You really need to get your views straight!” and with that he shut the phone.

“No- hello? Hello, Chaz?” I asked as my eyebrows furrowed and I put the phone down, realizing he had cut the call.

“Let me guess, fight with Chaz because of Hareem?” Ryan asked.

“Wasn’t it obvious?” I asked with a lame face as I rubbed my hands together and shook my head.

“Everything’s going wrong. To be honest? Chaz did have a point. Hareem never really had a bad intention when she broke up with him. I guess- I guess we really were being great jerks, Ryan” I sighed as Ryan nodded.

“God, this- it’s all so cold now. I mean, Femke’s upset with us, Chaz’s upset with us, your mom’s upset with us” Ryan pointed out as I cut him off.

“And Sonia as well” I added as his gaze turned to me.

“How do you know that?” he asked, concerned as Sonia’s name was mentioned.

“Sonia was the one who told Chaz everything” I said, giving him a weird expression, “It’s not like Hareem herself will call him and tell him everything”

“How does he have her number?” he asked, getting upset as I shook my head in annoyance.

“Sonia called him!”

“So, she wouldn’t just call me and tell me?”

“You fucking broke up with her, Ryan!” I exclaimed as his expressions softened and he looked away, nodding a bit.

“We all make mistakes, man” he sighed as I examined his features. This dude finally realized his mistake.

“Yeah, we do” I said, patting his back as I rested back on the seat. Ryan reflected my reactions and sat back as well. We both stared at the blue sky ahead and wondered what was going to happen next. “I’m gonna give her the space she needs now. No forcing. No pushing. No begging. I’m gonna leave it all to her. And I know she will make the right decision” I said as Ryan turned his head and looked at me, giving me a gentle smile as he nodded.

“Yeah, she will, bro” he gave my chest a little pat as I smiled at him and then our gazes shifted back to the sky.

And I know she will make the right decision.

I wanted to be her right decision.

The thought of letting it go, even if it was just for the moment, was tearing me apart. But then again, love has its sacrifices.

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