A Player Felt Love (A Justin Bieber Fanfiction)

Chapter 13: The Bet

(Femke’s P.O.V)

“What is it?” I asked as he approached me, gasping for air as he bent down and rested his hands on his knees and breathing heavily.

“I....ran” he breathed out.

“Yeah, so?” I asked, not getting his point.

“I wanna talk” he repeated.

“So talk!” I exclaimed. This boy was confusing the shit out of me at the moment.

“Okay! Alright!” he said as he got up and faced me. “Femke, are you mad at me?” he asked.

I raised both of my eye brows and tilted my head a bit as I stared at him.

“Well,” I sarcastically thought, “I don’t know. It’s not like you were rude to me and insulted me and said the meanest things to me and told me to stay away from you and your friends otherwise I don’t know what you’re ‘capable of’! Why on earth would I be mad at you Justin?” I asked, not looking away from him.

Justin stood staring at me for a while before he looked down, ran his fingers through his hair and then looked up at me again.

“Okay, I’m sorry! Alright! I was just mad and frustrated and then you called and made me angry again! I thought you were the reason Chaz was mean to me but the next day I figured out it was Hareem! But now me and Chaz are cool again and I kind of feel bad for saying that stuff to you! Femke, it was all fucked up back then and you should understand that when I was stressed I couldn’t handle all that!” he explained.

“Wow! So, I should always understand? It’s always me who’s sacrificing! You’re always the mean one! Why does every bad thing have to end up on me? Messing ME up?!” I exclaimed as I threw my hands up ahead, asking for an explanation.

“Femke, it’s not like that!”

“Then what is it like?!”

“You know very well what’s it like! We just met and you can’t expect me to plant a smile every damn second of my fucked up life! It’s not my fault that it was a bad time period in my life when you entered! Blame God!” he replied.

“God? Justin, are you serious? You couldn’t put the blame on anyone else so you chose God?! You’re so cheap, I swear” I muttered as I turned around to walk away but he grabbed my arm and turned me around.

“Well, then who is there to blame?”

“You” I said to his face. His grip on my arm loosened as he stared in my eyes.

“How?” he asked.

“You let everything affect you too deeply in a second. That’s the reason why you’re in this state right now, Justin” I replied.

“How can you tell?”

“It’s obvious. It’s a different thing that you don’t see it”

Justin stood there, quiet for a while. He didn’t have anything further to say. Unaware of what to do now.

“If you’ll allow me, can I go home now? I have to help my mum with the packed stuff. I even told Mina and Sonia I was going home and if they see me here with you, I’ll be dead” I said as I stepped a bit away from him.

Justin thought for a while and then slowly nodded.

“Are you free this Saturday? That’s tomorrow” he asked.

“Yeah. Why?” I replied.

“There’s a party at Chaz’s farmhouse. Would you wanna come?” he asked. This must be the party that the whole school brags about.