Vapor {5SOS / Brian Dales}

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Luke

March 2nd (Sounds Live Feels Live, Kuala Lumpur)

To Dana: hope you know that entire phone call was on speaker... I heard everything. And you're wrong.

I couldn't believe Calum, and Michael were so inconsiderate, they shouldn't have had that phone conversation with Dana on speaker.

She was wrong when she told the guys I didn't miss her. I did, more than anything. The last few months since the break up had been just as bad for me as they had been for her. The tension between the guys and I had been worse than ever. Especially during the Bali trip. That was supposed to be a relaxing time, and it was far from it. Having Arzaylea there just made it worse. She leaked personal information about Ashton and Bryana, and just got on everyone's nerves.

She was constantly whining  and whinging to me about how everyone was treating her like shit. She didn't completely understand that her actions, well our actions that night in September, affected my relationship with my bandmates.

I spent the majority of my time with Alex Deleon, and Calum. I was surprised that Calum even gave me the time of day, he was very close with Dana. Michael and I only hung out when it was needed. Otherwise he was with Brian Dales and Crystal, which surprised me, as Brian was the one to introduce me to Arzaylea. I wasn't too sure about Crystal. I knew she was interested in Michael, that much was obvious. But it wasn't my business.

We were currently in Kuala Lumpur, and we'd just gotten off stage; when Calum decided to call her. It was funny hearing her like that through the phone. I remembered all the times she's drunk dialled me during our relationship. I missed those moments. And because of one stupid mistake, I knew I'd never be able to get them back.

Through out the last few months, I'd done a lot of thinking. I didn't really have a choice, as much as I wanted to say that I still had a chance with Dana; I knew exactly where I stood. I had no chance in hell with her. I just wanted her to be happy. That's all I wanted for her.

Having Arzaylea accompany us on tour was quite possibly the worst thing ever! Management had basically forced her to come along, she jumped at the chance; what a surprise? She didn't give a shit about anything, but money and fame. More specifically, what my fame and money could get her.
She was making me late to practically everything we had planned.

Everyone was getting pissed off with me for being late, but there wasn't anything I could do about it. It had gotten to the point, where I said you can stay on the tour, but we're not doing anything in public. She got pissed off with that as you can imagine. I wanted her to leave, and so did the other guys. Especially now that Dana was going to be in Thailand in a few days. This was the day I was dreading. My ex girlfriend and my current rumoured girlfriend, being in the same place.

I knew Arzaylea would try to stir up shit with Dana being here. Especially since she now knew why everyone in our group practically hated her.
I remember the day she asked Brian and I about it, when we set in Bali.

Flashback, January 2016

Brian, Arzaylea and I, were sitting in the villa we had booked for a few days. We were about a week in to our trip, and sometimes, I couldn't wait to get home. Well back to LA. That was my home now.

To be honest, this trip, was far from what I expected. I expected it to be fun and relaxing. That was so not the case. Arzaylea had been constantly whinging about Bryana ignoring her. I didn't blame Bryana though. As much as I disliked the blonde, for playing apart in ruining my relationship with Dana, she didn't deserve what Arzaylea did to her. She bitched about her to fans of ours, she'd also leaked information about Bryana and Ashton breaking up, yet again.