I try to give you a chance. Maybe this time when you say I love you it is real. You don't see how much I am hurting. Your my mom aren't you supposed to notice. Your to busy with my older sister to care about me. I will never mean much to you. I am worthless slave just born to do all your work and to be shown off like an animal. I am the only one who got you anything for mothers day but the stuff in the card was all untrue. Stuff I wrote down in hopes you would believe it enough to love me for even a second. Well that second has past and it is back to you hating me and loving her. I see your relationship with her and I don't understand why I can't have a mom who loves me. Why do you hate me? I don't get it. Why can't you see my pain? Do we have no connection? I just wish you loved me and cared but you don't, I have no one. I don't even have a mother who cares so why would anyone else want me. What did she do to get all of your attention? Why don't you love me?
