This happened

Him

Ice skating
Winter ball
Movies
School
The places I see him

Remembering December
Ice skating 3 times
He was working
Winter ball not
Knowing his name
but seeing
his smile and
silly dance moves

Carrying my backpack
In the month of January
How we got so close

Stalking Instagram
Finding his snapchat
Talking back and forth
Falling in love

Talking and fighting
pulling closer, pushing away
learning secrets never
to be shared

I hold many memories
smells, tastes, places

8 months
the best
and worst
Never giving up

Everlasting love 
not letting go
holding on for life
wanting him

Waiting for him
to be ready
for a relationship

He actually cares
About me, not wanting
to hurt me
so we push it off

He continues his
bad habits
Us talking on
Occasion, friends
for now

He leaves in December
my love never faltering
Wishing he would
change but
you can't change
people

One day
I hope
he realizes

I hope he
calls like
that day
at baseball
and we talk
about the future

I miss him
before he
is even gone

I can spot him
in a crowd
far away

our only contact
since his new "relationship'
was a high-five

I long for his
hugs, touch and
conversation

I love him