I fell for him so long ago. He hasn't noticed until now. I fell hard and got scared so I pulled away. The rabbit hole I fell down was so deep. He got to close I built more walls. We have different views on love and I will show him this time. I am afraid I hurt him last time and I don't want to do that again. I hope I didn't hurt him. I will make things right. He doesn't want me to love him but how could I not. He was there when I needed him and left when I asked him to. He cheers me up and brings a smile to my face. One day we will see each other and it will be euphoric. I have imagined it so many times. I have seen it so many different ways. Airport, planed, grocery store, unexpected. So many different ways. Different emotions. A voice I have only heard once I yearn to heard again. He has yet to hear my voice. Maybe today maybe tomorrow. FaceTiming him makes me nervous but I can't wait. I can't wait for him to see
