Smitten...
"I love you"
Tumingin siya sa akin. He's seeking through me. Parang hinahanap niya ang sagot sa mga mata ko.
"You're just infatuated. Panandalian lang yang nararamdaman mo" I can't believe that nakaya kong sabihin iyon sa kanya kahit ako mismo ay nasaktan sa sinabi ko.
"Don't you dare say that I'm just infatuated! You don't know what I feel." inangat niya ang baba ko.
I'm staring at him. Nabalot kami ng katahimikan at ako na mismo ang bumawi sa pagtitig namin ngunit lumapit ang mukha niya sa akin. When his lips are only inches away and I'm already waiting for him to kiss me, tinignan niya muna ako. Parang humihngi nang permiso para sa halik. I just can't wait kaya ako na ang unang humalik sa kanya.
His kisses were slow, waiting, passionate. Hanggang sa nag-iba na ang ihip ng hangin. Naging mabilis at marahas. He carried me and lay me on the bed. I know what's going to happen. Pero hindi ko siya pipigilan. I just. I just love him. Kaya ko ibigay ang lahat sa kanya. Kahit masakit at kahit ako lang ang masasaktan.
Sinimulan na niya akong hubarin. From my tops and my jeans. He started taking off his shirt too. I can see his toned body kahit dim na ang lights. He started kissing me again. In every part of me. I'm naked and he's naked. He's staring at every part of me, making me shy. He smiled and he kissed me. I gave in. On that night, we make love. I gave up my virginity to him willingly. I'm badly smitten.
