E L E V E N || "Confused" ||

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Ghost - Halsey

- E V I E -

Michael, Luke, May, Ashton and Calum all sat with me at the kitchen table. May and Michael held hands under the table, Calum kept sending me needy glares.

Which I ignored.

"Fuck I'm so hungover." Luke adds in to the non existent conversation between us all.

"Me too." Ashton says.

Lauren and Harry walk into the kitchen together, they grab some cereal and leave.

"Where's mum?" I ask.
"She's at work." Ashton replies.
I nod slowly and rub my eyes, Calum kicks me softly under the table.

I look up at him and frown.
He mouthes, "meet me upstairs"
I shake my head.

I'm trying to avoid him as much as possible, he may have hugged me and apologised last night but really it's all an act.
I'm sick of having my heart thrown around and then being broken.

"So how'd everyone's night go?" Michael wiggled his eyebrows.
"Shit." I say.
"Well... I got laid." Michael winks and May slaps him on the arm.

Well done May, she's gotten further in life than me already.

"Stevie can I please talk to you for a second?" Calum says.
"No, I'm busy."

He scoffs and says, "Doing what?"
"Participating in the group convo."
"Yeah. Right, come on."

Calum gets up from his chair and grabs my arm.
"Oi Calum don't grab her like that." Ashton yells at him.

"Ash it's fine." I say.

Calum drags me up the stairs and into my bedroom.
"What's going on Stevie? Why are you ignoring me? I texted you like 20 times last night."

"I don't wanna talk about it."

Calum looks me in the eyes and cups my face.
"Calum do you like me or not." I say.
"Yeah Evie - I think I do."

I look up at him and look at how beautiful he is. Soft skin, plump lips, curly hair and bushy eyebrows.

"Do you like me?"

His words hit me like a ton of bricks, and then I had to actually make a decision.
I don't know.

"I-I'm confused at the moment Calum."
"Alright."
"I just need some time okay? I mean you did sleep with another girl last night."
"We didn't sleep together Evie - how much time do you need?"

I glare at him intensely, "how longs a piece of string Calum?"
"Fair enough," he grabbed my shoulders, "I just want you to know I'm sorry okay?"

"I got it."

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