Just You Is Enough

Own ways

Who would have thought that our love that once a magic now turns to tragic.

Never would I have thought I'll be feeling this way. I felt like so alone and unsafe.

Without him by my side makes me weak. I know that I asked for it but it's because we need it, especially Luke.

We ended things with tears and with our minds and heart open, accepting things and thinking that this is for our both sake.

We are not perfect, either our relationship. We will keep on doing mistakes but things just got too far lately and it turns out that way, that we almost lost our way. We know deep inside that we can still work things out in a matter of time. I hope that he will keep on holding with his promises because I am and I will.

I need to do this, for him and for me.

For now, I need to continue my life and pray for things to get better each day. Pray to God to help me get through the day, to help me ease the pain, thank him for taking good care of my family and friends, for giving me another day to live, thank God for the blessings and asking God to be in the middle of our relationship and to thank God for never leaving me through my up's and down in my life.

I know I can do this; we can do this on our own ways.

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It was Thursday morning and I'm preparing for work. I look outside the window and it's raining.

I'd rather chose sunny day than a rainy day. It's not that I hate rain; it's just that I feel so alone and sad when it's raining and I don't know why, especially now.

I sigh and started eating my breakfast while looking outside the window.

I keep on holding back my tears since that day, I need to be strong.

One week and three days to be exact since that day.

I sigh and finish my breakfast.

"You need to relax you know, you've been on your computer since this morning." Henry said and I look at him, he is standing at the door frame holding a cup of coffee and he sip on it.

"I'm not, and I'm fine okay." I told him and I look back at my computer.

"I don't think so, but you know it's not healthy." I ignore his comment and continue working.

Later on, Camilia's assistant came in.

"Miss Hastings, I'm sorry to bother you but Miss Stevenson wants to see you." She told me, I smiled at her.

"Okay, thank you. I'll be there in a minute."

"I'm sorry Miss Hastings but its urgent and just a notice that she's not in a good mood right now."

She smiled at me weakly and I gave her the same. I wonder what's going on.

"Okay, I'm coming." I told her and follow her to Camilia's office. Leaving my office with Henry's confused face.

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