The coffee talk

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Luke's point of view


The surgery was made as soon as possible after the doctor delivered the news. It's been a few days later after that day and I can still remember everything. From that day, everything has changed...



Flashback


I was sitting there at the corner and I feel like I'm going mental from what I have just heard. The doctor left already and probably preparing Samantha for the eye surgery. I can see him talking to some doctors. I tried to calm myself more but it fails me. I ran to the hospitals chapel and sit there.

"I'm sorry. I know it can't change anything but I'm sorry... I've been so selfish that I didn't know what I was doing in my life. I'm sorry for calling you when I only needed something and never even thank you. I " I mumble.

"I remember when I ask you to finally give me someone who will finally love me for who I am after my heart has been broken into pieces and you instantly gave her to me... she's been there with me all along even when I feel like giving up. She never gives up on us when things between us got so difficult to bear. She was so understanding, that it came to the point that I wonder if she's really a human." I added with a chuckle.

"I regret everything I did to her; all I know is that I still love her... The moment I heard what happen, I felt like dying. The feeling that your lungs are getting out of air and I couldn't even made a step. "

"Please let her be okay...she deserves to live. Let her surgery be okay along with the result of her vision. There is still more she needs to see in this world and plus, there's still I want to tell her. Words that I should have told her... I'm here praying and begging for you to guide her please...I need her, we need her...Amen." I prayed.



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I went back to the room for the patients visitors to see everyone seems to quite calm down from crying. I look at Myra and I saw her lying on the side couch sleeping. Someone tapped me on my shoulder and I saw James, he tilted his head motioning for me to come with him so I did.

"Can you help me buy some coffee for them?" He asked and I nod.

I know already that we are not just going to buy some coffee; I know that we are also going to have a 'talk'.

We both made our way at the hospitals pantry; after we got our coffee, he started speaking.

"Where are you when it happens?" He asks.

"I actually just got home from work." I simply said.

Nodding, he continues

"I'm glad that you're just around the corner, you're the only person I could trust here. As much as I hate to say it, when Myra called me and crying, telling me about what happened. I told her to call you already because I knew that you'll be here as soon as possible. No matter how hard I try to hate you, I knew you still love my sister and I know she feels the same way too. I just don't get why you two love hurting one another when in reality you both really loves one another..." He said then sips his coffee.

I look down on my coffee and stir it lightly.

"I wish I could answer that, but I don't... I don't think I deserve her; she's too perfect for me. Sometimes I wonder if I could even payback everything she did for us. "I told him.

"I see where you are coming from you know. There is always a different aspect of love in life and it depends on how you will look at it. Like in a battle, it's on you if you'll go and take that risk and keep on fighting or you rather just sit there and wait for whatever things come your way. It was really your decision honestly."

Everything he said shoots me, I knew right away what I am missing in my life and I couldn't help but smile.

"I know that smile, I've been there and please don't thank me I won't be paying for this, and you pay for this."

He said with a smirk as he raised his coffee and I just chuckle.

"Fine with me," I said

We are silent for awhile when he speaks again...

"Will you stay with her still whatever happens? Because if you're just going to hurt her then you might just leave now..." He told me sincerely.

I understand him; he is just being a big brother to Sam just like me for Nicole.

"No, I will stay with her no matter what. It's finally time for me to continue the story we have started and tell her that I still love her. I know I sound crazy but I need to let it out even just today. We've been through so much James and what happen tonight just proves me more and woke me up that I can't live without her. She's everything to me and if something happen to her, I don't think I will be able to go with my life." I told him seriously.

Nodding, he tapped my shoulder and smiled at me.

"I'm glad my sister found you." He said.

I shook my head with a smile.

"No James, I'm glad I found your sister." I told him.

After that, we bought coffees for everyone. Ethan came that night too and to be honest, I was glad to see him again, at least for being Sam's friend.



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