Just You Is Enough

Pain

The massive pain inside me started to grow the moment our eyes met. It was a different kind of pain though...Emotionally I feel like home, secured and loved. That pain is from my love for him. I love him so much that I am afraid that he might get tired of loving me anymore. Did I already lose the chance of letting him inside in my life again? I was so scared that if I open my mouth and ask him a question, he will run outside the door and without turning back into my life.

Well, this is his house so he would probably just throw me away right?

My headache gets worse when Myra started to open the curtains. When the sunshine strives to through the window, that's what made everything worse.

Myra runs towards me to give me a glass of water and some medicine. After thanking her, I closed my eyes for a meantime and open it again to see them staring at me.

"How are you feeling?" Myra asked as she sat beside me on the bed.

"Fine, just a little bit of headache but I'm good." I said then couldn't help but sneeze after.

Myra touches my forehead with the back of her palm and shook his head.

"You have a fever Sam; you think you can walk downstairs to my car?" Myra asked.

"She can stay here; I can't let her leave knowing she's not feeling well." Luke said sternly as he runs his fingers to his hair.

"So you're stopping her now? Because being guilty is eating you alive huh?" Myra said sarcastically.

"You can hate me Myra. You can tell me everything that you want but I am not letting you go with Sam." He said.

"I'll be fine, I can walk." I said as I try to stand up.

"Sam," Luke muttered.

I turn to look at him and smiled at him.

"I'll be fine, don't worry. It's not your fault, I am just so stubborn." I told him weakly as Myra helps me, putting her arms around me.

"I'm sorry." He whispers.

"No Luke, I'm sorry..."

Myra groans beside me.

"We have to go now Sam," She said.

I nod and turn back to Luke still standing and just looking at me.

"Don't think too much, I'll be fine and it's not your fault okay?" I said.

***

"She really moved on that fast?"

My brother asks as he sits on my bed, holding a book as he flips it.

"Why? Are you jealous?" I tease while combing my hair.

"I am not jealous, I am just curious. There's a different between the two." He defends.

"If you say so..." I said not believing his alibi.

I know my brother too well, I knew that he still has feelings for Myra and just don't want to admit it.

We are both silent for a while clouded by our own thoughts, James keeps on turning the pages like he is some kind of interested on it even if I know that his mind is with Myra now.

It's been two days since that day that I went to Luke's place. I am actually feeling good now.

Two days, and he doesn't even bothered to contact me too. I am starting to think that he might be busy for the meantime but the news from the television, tabloids, and social media were not helping. The news says that he is now at New York having a good time with friends. Well, the picture says it all.