Just You Is Enough

Feelings

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Life can be so unpredictable. There will always be days like everything is just a fairytale, that every day is just so simple and then when the ball is turned, there will be days that we don't want to go on anymore... but I believe that everything that life throws at me, I know and I believe that I can pass it all. Maybe not today, but I know I will make it along with my faith.

Even the turtle made it to the end, maybe it took long enough for the turtle to the finish line, yet the turtle made it.

As soon as Myra and I came back, I hurriedly went to visit mom, dad and James.

"How's the trip?" James asked as he is holding a remote changing the channel.

"It was fine, how are you?" I ask him. Our parents left to go on the shop.

Without giving me answer, he shrugs.

"I want to make myself believe that I'm fine but it's going to be a freaking damn lie." He said with a bitter tone coming in his voice.

"You wanted to share it?" I asked hoping he will share.

He looks at me and gave me a small smile.

"I always knew you are going to say that but, thank you Sam. I'm glad I have you, you know? I'll get over this okay?" He said and I nod.

"You're my kuya, I'll be just here whether you like it or not." I remark as we both chuckle.

"I guess I don't have any options then, "He said.

"Yep, so let's go and treat your sister some ice cream!" I beamed and he laughs.

"Fine, let's go!" He said with a smile.

I wipe my mouth as James takes a spoon of his ice cream.

"You know, I miss this." He said after and he gesture between us.

"I miss you being around me, being not in a relationship made me realize how I missed the people around me. You know, let's admit it, sometimes we spend more time to our partners rather than our friends and family. I admit, I was working everyday but when the rest day comes, I more spent it with her and just have dinner with mom and dad. Damn, I should have thought about it before!" He said as he was thinking hard.

Everything he said hit me also, I'm just human you know and I made mistakes too. I know now why my two young brothers get annoyed when I don't have time for them to play. They said that they're starting to get jealous already with Harry's attention I was giving him. Well, they don't have to get jealous anymore...

"I want to visit you there next week, let's go out with the twins?" My brother asked with hope in his eyes.

"Sure! That would be fun!" I told him and we made some plan for next week.

My little vacation went great and fast, it may sound wrong but I feel like fine, not good but fine. When I went back home, mama said that Harry is been coming for a while now trying to look for me.

"I know it's not my place darling but at least talk to him. You can't runaway forever. He may did something wrong but at least hear him out." Mama begs and I can't help but sigh.

"Mama, I'm not running away from him, it's just that... It's just that I'm not yet ready?" I muttered. I am not even really sure about my answer. Am I really not running away? Or am I just making excuse not to see him?